school as per normal. but something actually spoil my mood for the entire day. shall not elaborate much. had PIC presentation. everything went well. no TAO as ms lim had something on and i actually brought TAO textbook to school today. *heavy* lols. had PIC common test combine with LM. overall was okays, just tat MCQs was kinda tricky. was dismiss rite after common test. train back with jaslin, qibin and xuexia.
to _______,
(you should noe who you are)
i dunnoe how should i start cos there's alot to say. well, shall summarize it. i just realised something lately. close doesn't means can be trusted.(not all) i noe from the start you didn really like me, cos most of the time you're gossiping abt me compared to others. i noe i have alot of flaws, am trying to change, all i need its time. we only got to noe each other recently, i noe i cant ask much. trying to build up the friendship and starting to trust you but you make me lose my trust in you. thought you were someone trustable and innocent but you proof me wrong. isn't close friends should be trustable??
one things i dun get it is... you actually gossip behind my back. i dun get it why you DARE to gossip abt me to others but you SCARE tat person betray you or wat. if you DARE to gossip abt me to others, you shouldn't be SCARE tat the person betray you. then wat's the point you gossip abt me to others when you're SCARED?!?!
i can admit something, i noe im crazy abt them too much. but tat's something i like to do, is there a problem to do something you like?? if you're not happy abt it, why cant you voice out?? but instead you gossip abt me to others. is tat what friends are for?? also, why cant you hear my explanation before jumping into conclusion and start gossiping as if im wrong and you're rite.
if you can honestly admit tat you didn do all this, i will apologise;
if not i wan an explanation from you.
i dunnoe why all this problems always happen on me, mayb im really not a good friend after all, but am trying to change and improve. guess shall start to be hard hearted instead of soft hearted.
