It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
i know, it's always me.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
on duty for kids ministry today, so woke up kinda early, got prepare and everything. headed for breakfast at pasir ris then to church. kids service was sort of different today, no bulletin. but today games and bible study was funnnn & interesting. had some snacks then headed for adult service, guest speaker today. worship and sermon was awesome but dunnoe why the whole while im feel super lethargic and restless. sorry.
after serivce, headed to east point to get my skirt done but most of the alter shops didn open so guess tmr then can alter. headed for lunch then hom sweet home. daddy and mummy went to get some ingredients for today dinner while sis, meii and me headed to tampines and di di stay at home. shopshop ard and manage to buy only a white top and some materials. on the way home, something crop up, shall not elaborate much. after tat home sweet home. suppose going orchard and other places but due to the timing, didn manage to go.
LB mates, please note tat section head might be coming to our class tmr for a spot-check, so do wear your proper attire with proper shoes and with your ribbon/tie on. (:
why is it;
someone dear/close to you;
dun seems to understand you well..
what does tat means...
i dun get it;
we say combine the present tgt do;
end up only me and meii do.
then now you're saying me.
tired tired tired.
tears just flow down my eyes...
the silly me.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
as usual, spend my entire day at home. suppose going alot of places today but no accompany & sort of lazy to step out of house so tat's the reason why i spend my day at home. hee. woke up late again. ate my breakfast and lunch, then use comp. spend my day thinking on how to alter my skirt but end up fail. cos i went to alter it but end up alter too much so now need to alter another time. sorry mummy wasted your money. mummy cook dinner again. delicious and yummy but i prefer ytd dishes. hee. tat's my saturday. didn really spend it wisely. HAHA!!
learning to put on a real smile always.
but everytime i try i fail.
wat should i do then i will success...
cos putting on a fake smile;
not only its tough but also tiring.
cos i wan to smile everyday naturally.
overdue pictures.
candid.
our shadow: sharina, me & xuexia.
jaslin & me.
meeee. {look shag}
time to change & improve.
Friday, November 27, 2009
caught this movie last nite @ tampines mall with sis & daddy. rated 4.5/5. those who wanna watch movie but dunnoe wat movie to watch, i recommend you this movie. its worth watching, && even if you thought of watching the 2nd time its worth it. if im not wrong the duration is ard 2hrs 30mins. even if you feel tired/sleepy, you will be awake by this movie. hee. ytd was feeling sort of tired & sleepy nearly doze of during some parts by the exciting parts woke me up. HAHA!! thought of watching the 2nd time.
its hari raya haji {if im not wrong} and also public holiday. woke up nearly afternoon, half of my day gone. ate my breakfast + lunch. spend my entire day at home, using my comp all the way till nite. suppose going out later but i guess too late le, then most of the shop close liao so i think tmr then go. mummy cook dinner, foods was delicious and to all my liking. yummy. thankyou mummy.
its our little promise between us.
hope after the misunderstanding we had solve;
may our friendship grow stronger & stronger the very each day.
cos this friendship really means alot alot to me.
&& i really do cherish it alot alot. (:
i want more esp of that drama. ):
why is it;
we have to go through tough & painful challenges/situation;
before we could get wat we want..
frankly speaking;
am i really fierce;
or do i look fierce??
tell me honestly;
i wont be angry. (:
irritated!!
why is it, they always have to knock??
then laundry water always drip down??
for a period of time, all this stop;
but the knocking is back.
grrr.
botanic garden with LA & LB mates.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
school was fun & tiring. botanic garden outing is today. 1st lesson WFB, mr wong went through the assignment he mark for us. ard 10.30am, had a small briefing with LA. then headed for break & got changed. 12pm, boarded the bus and here we go. reach there, had some ice- breaker games, dog&bone, great wall of china, guess the birthday and so on.
2pm, we had our amazing race. funnn & tiring but most important hope everyone enjoy & bond together. love my group, group 7. yeahhh!! finish the race at ard 3 going 4. had our refreshment then had prize-giving. was surprise tat our team came in 2nd place. 3cheers to group 7!! hee. 1st place - group 1, 2nd place - group 7, 3rd place - im not too sure. took pictures & everything then home sweet home. bus to outram station with sharina. reach home quickly go shower && i feel so fresh! enjoy myself with LTO mates. (:
pictures.
didn take much pics. ):
jaslin.
sunflower.
candid.
our prize (2nd).
spot the swan.
group 7 with mr kwek.
group 7.
rocks!!
loveee group7.
jaslin & xuexia.
them.
huiwen & me.
me & esther.
meiwen & me.
sharina & me. {girlfren & boyfren}
more pictures will be uploaded once i receive it.
there's just so much for me to change/improve.
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
after so many things; i finally realised; && i finally understand.
school as usual. meet up with thy-gurls at bus-stop as daddy fetch me to school. LPD was the 1st lesson, at comp lab. 9.40am, we had a fire drill. then LO at comp lab too, 1st hour did project, 2nd hour ms wong went through the topic front desk. interesting. lunch break was earlier. WFB, no lesson. mr wong actually had a "mini christmas celebration" for us & did some questions session, different session for boys & gurls. mr wong say he will be going re-service, not sure this week or next week. train back with jaslin.
overdue videos.
cousin katrina putting on make-up for her mummy.
the host.
aunty yoke.
share this video with you guys.
sort of scary huh.
dun own this video.
cant wait for christmas.
Monday, November 23, 2009
first of all; HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, MUMMY!! {201109} {hope she enjoyed the little surprise we prepared for her.}
201109 is loved. (:
Monday, 23 November 2009
school as usual. feeling superduper lethgartic and restless the whole time. SE, continue with roleplay. WFB, did letter of adjustment. lunch break was earlier. got to noe something today but everything is fine now. hope this wont affect our friendship. TP, mr ooi did some recapping. train back with jaslin.
Sunday, 22 November 2009
spend my day with family{sis & di di didn went} & cousins {not all the cousins were there.} at sentosa, as there's a family day going on. this year programs not really that good. fun but tiring. HAHA!! enjoyed myself fully. after tat headed back to grandma hse. nap all the way till 7plus.
Saturday, 21 November 2009
half of my day is gone like this cos the previous nite slept at 5.45am and woke up ard 3+pm. scary huh. its been 2 days i have been sleeping ard 6am cos needa complete mum's bday present. afternoon, slacked at home, watching drama, using the comp and watching tv. nite, headed out for dinner with family. aston was our dinner then to T1 to shopshop. then home sweet home.
Friday, 20 November 2009
Happy Birthday, Mummy!! had a mini birthday celebration for mummy. nite, went for a family movie outing. {suppose the movie outing is a surprise but end up mummy noe tat we are watching movie. lols.}{thankyou aunty for the suggestion.} caught "christmas carol (3D)" @ tampines mall. its been long since we have a family movie outing. last movie we watch tgt as a family was "king kong". lols. movie was average/okays. rate it 3.5/5. some part sort of shocking, as in something suddenly pop out and somemore is 3D. after movie, had Macdonald for supper. bloated. then home sweet home. hope mummy enjoyed all the little surprises that we plan for her. (:
thanks to babes;
for all the cheering up;
&& comforting.
with you gurls;
all my sadness just disappear.
a BIG BIG thankyou. (:
overdue pictures.
enjoy. (:
entrance.
make-up time.
mum with daughter/son.
daughter/son helping mum to do make-up.
daddy playing golf.
so cuteee.
grandma & me.
loveee this pic alot alot.
Rasa Sentosa Resort.
sandcastle competiton.
suppose only 6 teams/sandcastles,
dunnoe why i snap till 7 sandcastles.
suppose joining with cousins but they say its full.
cousins katrina.
mummy's birthday celebration.
movie tickets for christmas carol (3D).
orea cake made by meii.
not bad but the cheese too strong.
loveee them.
videos will be uploaded tmr.
middle man.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
a fun start. didn have WFB lesson instead play some thinking games. last 20mins of WFB lesson, ms goh came, a hospitality teacher came to our class to teach the gurls how to tie a professional and neat bun. interesting. but if it good if all of us could try it out. wonder my hair can tie anot?? lols. TP, learn abt the 4stages, 4steps and many more. was attentive during lesson and didn feel sleepy throughout mr ooi lesson, surprising. lunch break was early. SE, supposingly did roleplay but due to the rain, cos they scare it will flood the room so it was postpone to tmr. hee. actually, jaslin, huiwen, xuexia, sharina and i already put our makeup on but end up last min we heard it was postpone. lols. train back with jaslin, qibin and boon wee.
theresa is back. hope she enjoyed herself fully. meet out soon, gurl. (:
who would really understand;
what am i going through;
&& how am i feeling...
overdue pictures.
Marina Barrage & Combine BBQ.
lovee them all.
lesson learnt.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
first of all; HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JASLIN'S MUM!!
didn blog last nite as was busy with project & also kinda tired.
school starts at 10am instead of 9am as there's no S&W so ms wong push back the lesson. a bad start. {*disappointed* just dun like the way you handle the project.} LO did some project discussion and assignment on which slides for who. had 2hours lunch break so decided to head out of school for lunch. Mos Burger!! then back to school for LPD lesson. mr ooi went through some TP notes. got to noe tat next thursday we will have an outing to botanic garden with LA, needa play some activties and so on. so the other half of the lesson spend for discussion. hope the weather will be good on that day and hope everything will go smoothly as expected and of course must must have FUN too. train back home.
ytd got to noe tat thurs the gurls will be taught how to bun up our hair by someone. ohgosh, i think i will look weird but it sound interesting. looking forward.
woo ~
blogger has new features.
lesson learnt;
dun judge the book by its cover;
you may not know;
till you discover wat's inside the book.
i dun get it, what you means?? but somehow i guess it.....
i guess next time i shall just shut my mouth in front of you. instead of helping others i received a sarcastic comment from you.
sometime i guess you're sort of too much.
overdue pictures.
loveee them.
NICEEE.
more pictures will be uploaded once i receive it.
enduring is so tough.
Monday, November 16, 2009
im craving for chocolates.
school was kinda restless and lethargic. first half was alrite but after break, i felt superduper sleepy. during ms wong lesson, i was sort of blur, mayb im in my la la land already. HAHA!! then during mr ooi lesson i was like half-eyes close and keep on putting my head of the table. sorry chers. SE, did some recap and revise. WFB, did some assignments and discuss abt GEP trip. tot of going but hestiate. lunch break. LO, ms wong completed chapter 7. TP, did an article, sort of scary, its abt overdose of medicine, cause it concern abt life and death. was dismiss at 4, train back with jaslin. lately keep raining, the best weather for sleeping. hee.
nabilah;
all the best in whatever you do. (:
different world.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
didn blog ytd as reach home quite late & somemore tired && the next day needa go church. sorry readers. ytd, 2 word to describle, FUN&AWESOME!! had fun & enjoyed myself fully with LA&LB mates.
woke up 7+am this morning, got prepare, had mac breakfast && off to church. on duty for kids ministry today, next week & next next week. the whole while was feeling kind of restless & lethargic. when you're feeling tired, down and so for, you go church you will feel superduper good&great. kids was tat playful today. hee. topic for kids service is patience, kindess, goodness{fruit of the spirit} interesting.
adult service was good too, but the whole while im like feeling so weak & tired. didn really pay much attention. sorrysorry. home sweet home after tat. didn went grandma hse as alot of things to do & complete before monday. alrite till here. pictures will do more of the talking.
going to church;
make me feel so great&good.
no matter whether you're down or tired.
whenever you go to church;
all your problems & tireness just disappear.
lately many things are happening.
dunnoe what to do, what should i really do??
what should i do tat will make everything better??
somehow feeling sort of tired of everything;
feeling like running away;
but i noe i should not do tat.
but but....
how i wish someone would understand;
wat im going through, how im feeling...
YESTERDAY, 141109;
our bbq pit.
the view.
afternoon & nite.
huiwen & xuexia.
sharina & me. {boyfriend & girlfriend}
meiwen & me.
sook har & me.
jaslin & qibin.
huiwen, qibin, jaslin.
halim & me.
mr kwek & me. {if im not wrong}
mr kwek & huiwen.
sharul, me & mr ooi.
me & sabrina.
me & najiha.
zye & me.
meiwen, huiwen, xuexia, qibin.
huiwen & qibin.
jaslin & huiwen.
huiwen & me.
jaslin.
@ the beach.
huiwen, jaslin, amanda.
huiwen.
jaslin.
trying out the jumping shot.
*peace*
bbq foods.
me & jaslin.
huiwen & jaslin.
US.
US.
thy-gurls.
CANDID 1.
yati & me.
jaslin, xuexia, me.
huiwen, jaslin, me.
xuexia & me.
bullying jaslin. opps.
xuexia, sharina, jaslin, me.
meeeee.
jaslin, sharina, me.
thy-gurls.
me & jaslin.
CANDID 2.
thy-gurls rocks.
me & jaslin.
me & shahidin {if im not wrong}
me & mr ooi.
me & sabrina.
CANDID 3.
me & najiha.
me & jaslin.
hawwa & me. {if im not wrong}
zye & me.
huiwen, yati, jaslin, me, sharina.
zye & me.
jump, catch it.
candid.
more pictures will be uploaded once i received it. (:
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