why is it always has to be me??
im just nobody.
no one understand how i feel;
only god know how i feel;
wat situation im going through now.
im tired, really tired.
shall cut today entries short & simple as i dun really have the mood now. sorry. ytd & today was nearly the same, didn step out of hse which means didn went out. always look forward for weekends which i can go out but end up... forgive it. suppose today have kids ministry on but cos combine service so today ministry was cancel also didn went church today as woke up very late, 12pm. goshhh!! didn went grandma hse today. once i woke up, found tat everyone is leaving & only left me & mei at home. heard mei going out, then rest going tampines giant which left me alone without knowing anything or wat's going on. the moment i heard tat, the feeling totally turn sour. tears flowing like never ending.. till here now. sorry. will be back to post when im better. sorry for the emo post, sorry.
im your sister not your maid or wat.
It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
