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It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
diappointed. girlfriends outing @ vivo.
Saturday, August 15, 2009

sometime i dun seems to understand why. is it my life is unlucky or wat. everything tat goes wrong i always have to take the blame & inisative. everytime i got to please you ask you wat happen. did you even think you're at fault too. ask yourself, did you even take the blame, did you ever? i guess even if you're wrong i also got to help you take the blame. sometime i wonder do i still have a place in your heart or wat...?? i guess is a "no". i feel like a fool /toy by you. im tired, physcially & emotionally tired.

sometime after i ask/say things to you, i try thinking back did i say something tat's really "harsh/hurting" to you tat you actually have to "attitude" & show tat black face of yours. i just ask you nicely alrite && if you noe my condition/state now, u will understand but you didn. fine!! i admit i shouldn't have mention tat to you in the first place. im sincerely sorry. sometime i really hope you can be in my shoes. i wonder if you were me, will you ask me tat too? i bet you will.

sorry for the emotional start. not trying to get attention or wat, but i just blog how i feel. sorry readers. please pardon me for this emo start. sorry.


SATURDAY ~

dun take pity on me please.
one side happy;
one side sad.
they brighten up my day.


spend my first part of the day slacking at home & the other half day with girlfriends. as usual woke up latee. had porridge bought by mummy. thankyou, lovee. after eating use my lappy & discuss about later outing. && yeahh, after so much thinking & discussion we decided to go out. weeew. as usual i was late meeting them.

headed down to vivo with 3babes-jaslin, joycelyn & yalan. had dinner at BK. lots of laughters through out dinner. HAHA!! then shopshop ard for "something". finally we bought it. yeahh!! cam-whoring after tat. fun & FUN!! walkwalk then to candy empire then home sweet home. an enjoyable saturday i have with girlfriends. more outing alrite, gurls??
&& i miss bullying my hamster. OPPS!! :x

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