church &family day.
hidden in my sadness.
as usual sunday is ministry & church & family day. today mum, sis & i have kids ministry. woke up slighty late & sis actually "attitude" me. {seriously wat have i done wrong. wake up late also kanna scolded by you. okays i noe im always slow but do you have to "attitude" me. start to hate you. please lah, you're the one actually bath so freaking longgg and in the end let me rush like crazy. say ppl say yourself.} so i actually "attitude" her bad. you treat me this way i should treat you back the way you treat me. you take me like wat??!! a fool or a toy throw me around.
had breakfast at downtown east mac. suppose to have LJS breakfast but bcos was late le, so had mac instead. {ya, to you its all my fault tat you cant eat LJS.} headed to church. wasn't late but early. && all of a sudden my voice like bcome like so soarse, like having serious sore throat like tat. ): kids service was great. worship, bible study, small group, games & craft was awesome. the kids really brighten up my day && they take away all my probs.
had breakfast at downtown east mac. suppose to have LJS breakfast but bcos was late le, so had mac instead. {ya, to you its all my fault tat you cant eat LJS.} headed to church. wasn't late but early. && all of a sudden my voice like bcome like so soarse, like having serious sore throat like tat. ): kids service was great. worship, bible study, small group, games & craft was awesome. the kids really brighten up my day && they take away all my probs.
headed home alone as was really moody. on the bus there's the old man actually sat beside me && guess wat's his doing. i peep by my side view && saw him digging his nose & digging his ears. yucks. eeew. was scary so i keep leaning towards the windows side. ): luckily i alighting soon. reach home, did my stuffs & then here am i blogging. guess wont be going grandma hse later, to prevent conflicts/misunderstanding. alrite shall end here for now, gonna go study & complete some of my assignments. will be back to update later if possible. (:
im back!! didn went grandma hse, so do my 2 younger slibings. SORRY!! spend my afternoon watching "fated to love you", susppose to be studying && yet im on my comp. ARGHH!! seriously the drama is too addictive, the moment i watch the next esp, i cant stop continuing. HAHA!! but still i did study. wanted to go for a jog but i overshot the time. shyt!! so end up i use the comp till 7plus, then i started my revision. pathetic huh. lol.
&& yes i did study, only few pages, ard 1/3 of chapter 1. goshhh!! suppose to spend my weekend study finish a chapter but i fail, nvm gonna force myself to study this week, no matter wat. temptation to watch the next esp of the drama!! arghhh!! cant wait to watch another chapter of "fated to love you". CANNOT!!had my dinner at 10plus. late huh. cos family came back late, so no choice, cant be blame. HAHA!! tat's a sunday i have. wat a unhappy weekend i have, didn really spend my weekend wisely. saddd. looking forward to this coming weekend. && FOP{festival of praise 2009} superduper looking forward. cant wait!! alrite, gonna turn in soon, so shall end here. byeee readers. (:
lately, i feel tat im not my usual self. everyday feel like a lousy day, full of sadness. cant even put on a fake smile. try so hard to cheerup but i cant do it. wat should i do?? i had enough of everything. if only someone can understand how i feel. my guradian angel where are you??
