EDITTED!!
currently its 1.38am, && im still awake. after reading some upsetting && disappointed stuffs many things started to run through my mind. confused, complicating, lost and loss for words. i admit im at fault, IM SORRY!! i didn mean anything once i say tat. i just hope you could be more understanding.
dun noe what's wrong with me lately. everything seems to turn out worst then i expected. guess mayb bcos of some problems i having/facing lately bah. if only you know me, you will know how im feeling... cheerup amanda!! (:
yeahhh, i such a lousy fren to all of you. im truly and seriously sorry. im at fault, im everything wrong. even though things are getting better but i guess im no longer the old me. i will laugh when its time to laugh, i wont talk when its time to talk, i wont be so hyper/high anymore. sorry. tears please stop dripping...
yeahhh, to you im a changed person. please can you tell me what have i changed??
everyone do change.
it's impossible for a human;
to remain the same for their entire life.
okays i admit i have changed.
please tell me wat have i changed??
tell me...??
you have changed too;
no longer tat person i have knew before.
i miss the old you;
yet i cant do anything abt it.
if only things could just rewind back.
It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
