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It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
schooling. friday, dress-down day. i looking happy but im sad in my heart/inside.
Friday, July 31, 2009

SCHOOLING!!
its friday;
&& tat means its dress-down day.
&& yes im always wrong;
you're always right.


school was average today. today, daddy fetch me to school. {sorry darling left you alone take train.} meet up with jaslin & huiwen at bus-stop. BEVM as usual had test. 1st 15mins hour Mr Ooi revised with us unit 6. then next 30mins had test. quite tricky & complicating but overall did complete then test but there's some blank. OPPS. hopefully this test i still have chances getting good grades. *prayhard* had a mini break. thanks mummy for the ai xin sandwich. loveee you to the core.

CFB, Mr Koh again told us some story & jokes. && also we discuss abt ytd movie we watch during ILT. didn actually watch till the end but some stay till the end. but still we did some revision. was released at 12.45, then home sweet home. train with jaslin, but i alighted at raffles place, then to douby gauht to get my stuffs & looklook for some things. shhhh. while jaslin went home alone, sorry again gurl. left at 2plus then home sweet home. cooked my lunch, && at 4pm then i had my lunch. late ahhh. HAHA!!  

yesterday dinner was cooked by...
chef amanda & gillian. lmao.

weeeew. FOP {festival of praise} 2009 is tmr, cant waitttt. looking superduper forward.

today many things run through my mind, my future && wat kind of ah boy im looking forward. lol huh. crazy me. should be concentrating on my studies && yet im thinking of all this. lmao. there's good & bad, good is early plan so wont last minute, bad is suppose to be studying && yet thinking of all this.

didn snap any pictures/unglam pictures of jaslin. so sad. HAHA!! && i cant post her pictures on headline. jaslin, today you're lucky. waiting for monday. cos she did too many unglam things le && i see until i scared... horny jaslinpcl. opps.

jaslin, do cheerup worx. i believe everything is gonna be alrite for you, dun think too much darling. rmb dun hestitate to share with me your probs. && dun always keep your probs to urself. always rmb im just a call/mag away. cheers darling!! smile~ (:

huiwen, cheerup too. dun think too much alrite. && dun bcos of ___ become till like this alrite. really, its not worth. frankly speaking i prefer the hyper you. really. HAHA!! ladyyy, anything u also can share with me de. im a call/msg away. cheers ladyyy. (:

sherman, takecare & getwellsoon worx. (:

im glad things between the 3 of us;
are okays now && getting better now too.
i hope in no time things will improved;
or be like before
*happyhappy*

you have changed;
goodbye to the old you.
seriously, i prefer the old you.

cny was the last time we msg each other;
if only i have the courage to msg you once again;
just bcos of 1 wrong step everything changes.
i seriously miss those days...

my fren, how have you been lately??
if only i can call/msg you.
but i cant...


schooling. an unlucky for me, weird feeling. neglected by you.
Thursday, July 30, 2009

SCHOOLING~
an unlucky day i have.
feel so neglected by you.
weird feeling im having.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, XUEXIA!!
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school was average. nothing interesting really happen. hee. as usual meet up with jaslin at aljunied platform. saw esthertwq while waiting for jaslin. then meet huiwen at clementi station. again we were late, sorry lady. first lesson OFA, go through ytd assignment & calculate the score we have. if im not wrong i got ard 80/100. not tat satisfied with my results, gonna do better then next round. was released 15min earlier. headed for LT for listening test. overall the test was average, just tat abit confusing. duration suppose to be 1hr but end up less then 30min. lol.

headed for lunch. thanks mum for the beehoon. loveeeya. there's no CFB lesson so we actually have ard 1hr 30min plus break. so took this time to do our article && happy i manage to completed a article but not the issues. goshhh!! anyone noe how exactly to do the issues, can teach me?? im totally stuck at the issues section.

ILT. suppose to be revising chapter 6 - last chapter {cos ms dewi say there's still 5weeks to go.} but end up we watch a movie base on true story but i actually forgotten the title. movie rated 3/5. home sweet home, train back with jaslin as usual. headed to TM alone. guess wat i actually felt alseep on train & overshot 1 station, so took the train back to tampines. bought my stuffs, then bus back home.
{i wanna get a straighter...} {shyt im not suppose to drop tat things & i actually drop tat things on the bus, "embrassed"}

alrite tat's all for now, gonna head for revision now. takecare reader. byeee. tmr have BEVM test, as Mr Ooi say he will be giving us a test every friday. tmr will be tested on chapter 6 so lucks & all the best LB mates. go go go!! (:

OPPS!!
you appear in my blog again.
cannot blame. lol.


schooling. everything also my fault. alrite, i admit i shall take all th blame.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009

SCHOOLING!!
why am i always wrong..
why am i always wronged by you..

OPPS.
jaslin, you're on headline!!
lmao.

meet up with jaslin aljunied platform. {darling, getwellsoon, dun think so much & sleep early hor.} as usual meet up with huiwen at clementi station && neverthless we're always late. sorry ladyyy. S&W was the starting modules we have for today. overall, its was FUNN!! but kind of tiring, but can lost weight. HAHA!! *happyhappy* dieting on progress. lols.

had 30-45mins break. ILT, learn abt marketing operations, kinda interesting. yeahh. OFA, Mr KK pass us a test paper & we are suppose to complete in 2hours time. {not suppose to ask our friend but kanna caught but him. ops.} && yes i did it!! hopefully not many mistakes. && Mr KK dun noe why today is damn high & funny, he's like the jokes for the day. OPPS!! lmao. was dismiss early as those completed the test can leave first.

huiwen & kailing leave first. while i acc jaslin to toliet, then bus to station. didn train back with jaslin. {sorry darling pang sei you.} waited for afiqah, syahidah & esther at station. suppose to be catching a movie with afiqah, syahidah & esther but im really budget tight, so didn join them so do esther as she dun watch "harry potter". {sorry babes, i noe you kanna upset & mad at me, promise to watch with your but end up i break my promise. sorry gurls. owe your a movie outing.} home sweet home alone. on the train i actually feel alseep. ops!! reach, cook my lunch & use comp all the way till now.
 

prepared by chef amanda.
chey. lol.

thankyou darling for those encouragements & comforting. atleast now i feel much better. only you noe how i feel.

my _____, you have changed. totally no longer the person i knew before. how i wish the old you were still here but i guess its totally impossible. im sorry i cant make it but do you have to give me tat kind of stare..?? you make me start to hate you. how i wish you were more understanding.

____, i have send you the email, hope you did read it.
shall end off with some overdue pictures.
enjoyed. (:

 esther & me.
HAPPY 19TH B'DAY ESTHER!! (:
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xuexie & me.
HAPPY 18TH ADVANCE B'DAY XUEXIA!! (:
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the gurlss. (:
simply love this pictures & the gurls in the picture;
so do the nex picture.
the slice cake.
CANDID!!
this picture is nice;
but my face make it look ugly.
darls.
HAPPY 21ST B'DAY YUYING!! (:
secondary school days... (:
all the gurls in class. (:
CANDID!!


schooling. test test & more test. unhappiness is in me.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009

SCHOOLING!!
unhappiness is in me.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO ESTHER!!!
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school as per normal. meet up with jaslin at aljunied platform. wasn't late. train down, then meet huiwen at clementi station bus down to school. at busstop saw afiqah, syahidah & xuexia. took same bus to school. ILT, had test. 1st hour revision, 2nd hour test. test was kinda tough, guess bcos i didn really study much. && the most irritating things is the things tat i actually read came out. arghhh!! driving me mad.

CFB, Mr Koh told us more abt our roleplay, then the next few hours didn nothing much but slacked. && our table is like the beauty therapy table. some did make-up & makeover while we didn manicure. thankyou esther the bday gurl!! lunch break. ate bread. 1st time this year i actually bring bread to school & eat. weeew. i successfully save money today. *happyhappy* LFS, did discussion, did report & proposal. half way through...

surprise time!! gave a surprise too the july babies - esther & xuexia. but plan fail. they actually noe cos too obivious already. HAHA!! but its turn out funn. blow the candles, cut the cake, take pictures & videos && not forgetting smack cake on to each others faces, as in put cream on each other faces. && the sad things is a kanna 3times. wash, they put back, wash, they put back, wash & they put back. arghhh!! HAHA!! but overall its was fun.

&& jaslin & huiwen didn really kanna the cream. *goodgood* lol. cake was okays just abit creamy. hope the esther & xuexia like the surprise & present, though its not tat ex but still hope you babes love it. loveee. after tat home sweet home. train back with jaslin. {sorry babes didn help you to clear up.} sorry. but i enjoyed myself with the babes.. (:

pictures will be upload once i receive it. (:


sunday. ministry, church & family day. all i have in me i sadness.
Sunday, July 26, 2009

SUNDAY!!
church &family day.
hidden in my sadness.

as usual sunday is ministry & church & family day. today mum, sis & i have kids ministry. woke up slighty late & sis actually "attitude" me. {seriously wat have i done wrong. wake up late also kanna scolded by you. okays i noe im always slow but do you have to "attitude" me. start to hate you. please lah, you're the one actually bath so freaking longgg and in the end let me rush like crazy. say ppl say yourself.} so i actually "attitude" her bad. you treat me this way i should treat you back the way you treat me. you take me like wat??!! a fool or a toy throw me around.

had breakfast at downtown east mac. suppose to have LJS breakfast but bcos was late le, so had mac instead. {ya, to you its all my fault tat you cant eat LJS.} headed to church. wasn't late but early. && all of a sudden my voice like bcome like so soarse, like having serious sore throat like tat. ): kids service was great. worship, bible study, small group, games & craft was awesome. the kids really brighten up my day && they take away all my probs.

headed home alone as was really moody. on the bus there's the old man actually sat beside me && guess wat's his doing. i peep by my side view && saw him digging his nose & digging his ears. yucks. eeew. was scary so i keep leaning towards the windows side. ): luckily i alighting soon. reach home, did my stuffs & then here am i blogging. guess wont be going grandma hse later, to prevent conflicts/misunderstanding. alrite shall end here for now, gonna go study & complete some of my assignments. will be back to update later if possible. (:

im back!! didn went grandma hse, so do my 2 younger slibings. SORRY!! spend my afternoon watching "fated to love you", susppose to be studying && yet im on my comp. ARGHH!! seriously the drama is too addictive, the moment i watch the next esp, i cant stop continuing. HAHA!! but still i did study. wanted to go for a jog but i overshot the time. shyt!! so end up i use the comp till 7plus, then i started my revision. pathetic huh. lol.

&& yes i did study, only few pages, ard 1/3 of chapter 1. goshhh!! suppose to spend my weekend study finish a chapter but i fail, nvm gonna force myself to study this week, no matter wat. temptation to watch the next esp of the drama!! arghhh!! cant wait to watch another chapter of "fated to love you". CANNOT!!had my dinner at 10plus. late huh. cos family came back late, so no choice, cant be blame. HAHA!! tat's a sunday i have. wat a unhappy weekend i have, didn really spend my weekend wisely. saddd. looking forward to this coming weekend. && FOP{festival of praise 2009} superduper looking forward. cant wait!! alrite, gonna turn in soon, so shall end here. byeee readers. (:


lately, i feel tat im not my usual self. everyday feel like a lousy day, full of sadness. cant even put on a fake smile. try so hard to cheerup but i cant do it. wat should i do?? i had enough of everything. if only someone can understand how i feel. my guradian angel where are you??


being treated like a fool by you, totally loss for words. ):
Saturday, July 25, 2009

SATURDAY!!
rest day.
being treated like a fool;
feel like a fool.

as usual saturday, i never fail to wake up late && sleep late. HAHA!! had my breakfast then surf the net && drama-ing all the way till now. && i told myself im suppose to study but i fail to do so, but still there's sunday. gonna promise to study tmr. PROMISE!! this was the drama i was watching. though this drama was long ago liao but cos the tv is gonna show so i went to watch it. && also cousins ask me to watch but i find it boring so nvr continue but after watching 2-3esp, it really addict me. HAHA. readers, try watching if, if u have not watch it.


family went for dinner without me. dun noe why i felt quite of moody && piss so i told mum im not going. argghhh!! so here am i alone at home. hee. every sat im looking forward to go out with family but after some thinking strike my mind i decided not to go. haixxxxzz. ohya, suppose going jogging with mei but was cancel. i dun noe what's the reason. tat's a saturday for me.


i guess from today on, i dun think im gonna go jogging with you anymore. everytime im trick by you/is either you cant make it or its too late i dun feel like going. sometime i feel tat you have changed. no longer the veryy close sister i have. you really seems different now. i totally got nothing to say && im totally loss for words to you. SORRY!! if you're reading this, i hope we could have a heart to heart talk. but i guess..

ohya readers, btw if u guys do know us, do relink/link us at the following, thankyou;
jaslin : http://www.thy-happylilwoman.blogspot.com/
huiwen : http://www.thy-twilight.blogspot.com/
amanda (me) : http://www.thy-oneandonlyme.blogspot.com/
as you can see it all begin with THY. THY girls gang. lmao.




its next week{if im not wrong}. superduper looking forward to it. yeeeahhh!! (:


schooling. friday is dress-down day.
Friday, July 24, 2009

SCHOOLING!!
friday, dress-down day.

morning weather wasn't tat good, it was pouring heavily. meet up with jaslin then off to school. && dun noe why today the train is full of ppls. meet up with huiwen at clementi station then off to school. bus down to school. as usual friday, BEVM begin first. 45mins of revision. 30mins duration for test. 20mins break. 25mins of lesson. test was okays, can do. "feel gulity"

CFB lesson, as usual did some assignments. && today dun noe wat's wrong with Mr Koh, he seems so hyper && crazy. he's like the jokes for the day. whole class chatted with Mr Koh && he keep making us laugh with his jokes. LOLS. then home sweet home. train back with jaslin. thought of going bugis to get some but after some thinking, decided not. && also suppose going with babes for a movie but cash tight so postpone to next week.
{sorry darling & darls.}

lately, there's many things coming && dateline is drawing nearer& nearer && yet im still either stuck or not yet start. gosshh. tis seriously cant go on. i really need to complete everything before the dateline. && also tests & exam are coming. gonna buck hard for it. go go go amanda!!

im loving my life now.
im loving all my darlings & girlfriends & friends.
im loving my family & relatives.
im loving everyone around me.
iloveyou everyone.

grrr. lately, heard something tat really piss me off. i dun seems to get it. arghhh. ihateyou. everything also our fault. wat's the prob with you man. you freaking kpo sia. NOYB alrite!!  we do our things also must report to you huh??  you think who are you to us. wat we do is wrong. everything also blame us. then anyhow spread rubbish&nonseses to others. please lah, please get things rite first before saying us or blaming us. you super sux man. nothing better to do huh, so free huh, why not go help others/do voluntary works?? you how old liao, so childish, still play this kind of things. you think is funny huh. CHILDISH!! pisss!! btw FYI we didn teach her badd hor, anyhow blame us. mayb i think you're the one at fault then u actually push all the blame at us. irresponaible person!!
 
ending off with some pictures..
hello panda given by mrs ho.
dou hua, i have been yearning for almost everyday.
dou hua with pearl.
tat gurl, tat rabbit.
OPPS.
dun come find me once u saw this.
in school.
more pictures on the way..


schooling. its thurday.
Thursday, July 23, 2009

SCHOOLING!!
muscles aching.
im craving for macdonald.
blogging in school..



HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY TO YY!!
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HAPPY BELATED 18th BIRTHDAY TO VI-VI-VIAN!!
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lately hasn't been touching the comp/blogging so now im free shall blog. as usual, today is thursday lessons per normal. now having OFA lesson, i have finish the assignment Mr KK assign us to do so here am i slacking. HAHA!! im feeling hungry.. @#%$% alrite shall end here for now, will update more later at nitee if possible.
back from school. lessons was okays. CFB didn nothing much but assigments&moreassignments. follow by ILT. ms dewi went through the mock test paper. && she told us manymany interesting things. HAHA!! home sweet home. train back with jaslin. {cheerup darling. dun be sad over those unworth stuffs. tat person is just so irritating.} alrite tat's all for today. pictures will be uploaded in the following entries.

weeew. tmr is dress-down day. *happpyhappy* && tmr there BEVM test on unit 5. lucks && all the best to LB mates. GO GO GO!! (:

alrite, time for a short nap && revising BEVM later on.

YESTERDAY, 22 July 2009, Thursday;

school was average. S&W was funn, but yet tiring. played captain ball with a tennis ball{if im not wrong} kind of hard to catch, always miss catching it. HAHA!! ILT, got back test paper. && i pass, happyhappy. but not tat satisfied with the marks. gonna buck up to do better for the next upcoming test. go go go amanda!! OFA, Mr KK go through with us those assignments we've complete longgg ago. && learn quite alot during his lesson. lols. then home sweet home. train back home alone.
{sorry jaslin, left you go home alone. sorry darling.}

as was discuss with afiqah & syahidah abt yy's birthday meal. after some discussion, everything was settle. train back home. syahidah cant join us. ): next outing okays?? got a phone call/msg from afiqah saying tat yy ended early. HAHA!! meet them 5pm but in the end all of us were late && afiqah & yy actually lost there way. hee. had "ASTON" for dinner. chatted alot. && i seriously misses last year. walkwalk ard then home sweet home. hope yy enjoyed herself. (:

hanging out with babes is so lovee by me,
chatting with them is forever never ending topics.


saturday is rest day.
Saturday, July 18, 2009

REST DAY!!
its saturday.
feeling much better.

its weekends & tat means its my rest day & study day and so on.. woke up pretty late as last nite did my stuffs. ate my lunch instead of breakfast. HAHA!! after tat spend my day watching videos & continuing with my stuffs. did my stuffs for the whole entire afternoon till evening time. afterall its worth it. *keehee* && im super happy with the outcome.

didn step out of house the entire day. suppose going out with 2darls but cant make it cos not yet completed my stuffs. ): && also suppose to go out with mates later at ard 11pm but tmr have church so cant join them too. ): shagg. if only i can join them. mum cooked dinner for us, mayb after dinner the go out shopping. hopefully. alrite tat's how i spend my day. tmr..

will be back to update more if possible, sorry readers for the boring post.

tuesday there's ILT test & i not yet touch the book. goshhh. lucks & all the best to LB mates. GO GO GO!!


schooling, friday. pissed by you.
Friday, July 17, 2009

SCHOOLING~
woo, its friday.
a mature thinking.

HAPPY 1DAY DARLINGS ANNIVERSARY!!
160709, was loveee.

currently at tat crazy jaslin's hse.

school as usual. && today was dress-down day for sis & me. *happyhappy* meet up with jaslin at aljunied station, as usual im lateee for a few mins. train down to school. in the train, dun noe why there's this 2 indian guys keep looking at us one of a kind. && something shocking was they were actually hugging each other. cant believe. meet up with huiwen at clementi station, she was a few mins lateee too.

bus down to school. first lesson BEVM, mr ooi actually give us 1hr to study. *goodgood* had test at the 2nd hour. test was average, my mind actually went blank during the test. goshh. && the most sickening part is i actually forget alot of things & i didn complete the test. ahhh. CFB, mr koh didn came as he had something impt on. went for few min break. 1st hour, mr ooi go through some impt questions in our test. 2nd hour, ms dewi came. slacked for tat entire hour. was dismiss.

had lunch at school. then to jaslin's hse to help her with her stuffs. it was a SUCCESS!! now jaslin is taking over the job while im slacked. HAHA!! alrite shall stop here will update more later at nite. byeee!! (:

some things are only meant to be kept in the heart.

pissed off. i dun get it, why everytime i buy/bring new things to school, you have to comment. its my prob rite. is me rite. does it concern you. so wat if i like to buy branded stuffs && please get things rite before you say others. i didn bring new things to show off lah, please lah. think before you say. excuse me last time was you keep comparing your "stuffs" with me/others lah. sometime i wonder did you think before you say. from last time till now, you keep say sarcastic words && things to me. please lah. to you, you think its not hurting but did you every care abt others feeling. please lah, im a human too alrite, i have feeling alrite unlike you. somemore, what things you buy, only you can have/take/bring it ah, only you can have it..?? please lah, everyone is carrying it now lah. you think i wan follow you ah. sorry hor, in the first place i already say i wanna get tat bag already alrite. get things rite before saying others. ihateyou. guess wat you say was bcos in the first place you didn even treat me as ur fren, only you are rite, wrong things/kanna blame all you do is just drag me down. please, im a human too, not a toys for you to use alrite. think about it lah. && stop saying others when you are one too. yousuxx!! && please shutup man!! NOYB!! ihateyou. hateyousomuchhh. when there's limit, there's limit. you're just freaking too much. please freak off from me. guess you're jealous tat's why you say tat.


schooling. out with 2 babes.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009

SCHOOLING~
out with babes.

as usual school per normal. train to clementi with jaslin. then meet up huiwen at clementi station. then to school. suddenly it was pouring heavily. ohs. tot of cab down but too many ppls. had S&W. heard tat we actually had a change of teacher. didn nothing much during S&W, got to noe or napfa results. i felt so shocked. i actually fail alot of the station, gosh gonna improve it. was dismiss early. so had lunch.

ILT. went to LTO lab, && we didn noe we went to the wrong classroom, so headed to the correct classroom. ms dewi didn came, not too sure why. so slacked for tat 1hr. OFA, did 3 assignment. mr kk didn teach us today as he wasn't feeling well, so did assignment on our own. getwellsoon.

was dismiss. went out with 2 babes, syahidah & afiqah. 2 words to describle FUN && AWESOME with them around!! headed to vivo. ate lunch at pizza hut, saw our ex ite student. lunch was yummy. on the way saw kamalah {if im not wrong}, chatted with her then off we went. went to get our stuffs. after some discussion we decided to get tat. weew. kinda happy with the things. we actually spend 4-5hrs to get our things done. HAHA!! laughters & craziness during the whole outing. loveee.

ard 6 going 7 left vivo. then home sweet home. enjoyed myself with babes. more outing soon alrite. {all of a sudden i miss the time i spend with dear ones last year, those funn & craziness of us.}

arghhh. my favourite shoulder bag is nearly torn apart. ): ): ): ): ):

i guess i have enough of you. im so tireddd. i guess i cant take it any longer.


schooling. feeling so tiredd.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009

SCHOOLING~
sleeping is never enough.
im still feeling sooo tiredd.

school as per normal today. meet up huiwen at busstop then to school. {jaslin didn came school as she still not feeling well. getwellsoon darling.} first lesson, ILT. revise through chapter 3 & 4. during smalll break i actually fell alseep. goshhh. followed by CFB. did roleplay. kinda nervous & scared but things turn out smooth. yeah!! lunch break at 12.

LFS, discussed project & each group have to make a phone call to the organisation tat we are working on. things turn out okays. our group have to email the person. then home sweet home. train back alone. on the train i actually also fell asleep. ohmy, guess im reallyreally tireddd. && lately i hasn't have enough sleep. im really exhasuted.

grr!! wat the prob with you man, anyhow show your attitude at us && everytime you want things your way. i cant stand it. so sick & tiredd. though you are older then me, so wat. please lah, we attitude you, you would say we attitiude then you attitude us can lah. wat's the matter with you. are you taking us for granted. please lah.. i start to hate you.


schooling, monday blues. im soooo tiredddd.
Monday, July 13, 2009

SCHOOLING~
moday blues.
im feeling really exhasuted.
GET WELL SOON, DARLING!!

meet up with huiwen at clementi station. jaslin didn came as she having high fever. GET WELL SOON, DARLING. bus down to school. as usual had tempature taking. first lesson begin off we BEVM. learn abt "financial" topic. kinda tough but seems interesting. {&& this friday will be having a small BEVM test. arghhh. gonna give my veryyy best.}

ILT, did some revision as common test coming. && also today was the deadline for ILT report. hand up on time. {hope can get good marks.} OFA, did some assignment. lunch break. lastly LFS lesson, discuss abt project. plan changed to some CIP activites. then home sweet home. train back alone. went to bugis to get my stuffs && then home sweet home. im soooo tiredddd..


sunday, out with mei.
Sunday, July 12, 2009

SUNDAY~
out with mei.
imissyou;
i miss your voice;
i miss you smile;
&& lastly imissyousooomuch.


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its sunday && its means its the last day of weekends. tiredd~ no more sleep late wake up late. didn went church today as last nite stay up till 5am plus to rushed up project && i love the outcome. nicee~ {all of a sudden i miss last year project with darls. ):} next week promise will go church. daddy's frens came again this afternoon. chatted till ard 3plus, so headed to grandma hse late. sorry cousinss.

ate lunch prepared by grandma. yummy~ {&& lately dun noe why my appetite is so huge. cannot cannot, must cut down.} went out with mei to vivo, while sis didn wanna go. took a 1hr bus journey to vivo. longgg~ {tot we took the wrong bus} bought some accessories again from diva sales && im happy with it. loveee. walkwalk ard then headed to far east. bought my stuffs & back to grandma hse. went for dinner with cousins at gelyang bahru then home sweet home. (:

lately things has been changing.. i dun noe if im the only one feeling it. but seriously i really hope things would just be back the original state && mayb in the past. but guess wat i hope is all wishful thinking. seriously i misses everything back then. if only i can rewind the past & turn back the clock, tat would just be so niceee. but...



weekends. imissyouall.
Saturday, July 11, 2009

WEEKENDS~
imissyou, my fren.
imissyou, mydarls.
imissyou, mygirlfriends.

its saturday, finally i can sleep late wake up late. && i woke up late today, supposingly wanted to go jogging with mei but was cancel. HAHA!! so slack at home the entire day. mei tot of going out but was tired so we all fell asleep, was postpone to tmr with cousins too. so all i did was eat, watch tv & sleep till dinner time.

dad's frens came our hse. teach us how to make healthy food. awhile later dad & mum went church while we slibing settled our own dinner. went to TM with my sisters. {something piss happen. shall not state much. but now things are better.} went to get projects materials && somethings sickening is the colour & texture we want actually dun have. grrr. no choice in the end buy the other time. && mei actually counted tat i spend 45mins in popular. Lmao.

headed for dinner at mac & yet im still hungry. {dun noe why lately my appetite is sooo huge. && this cant go on.} then home sweet home. raining all of a sudden && sisters & i sort of catch in the rain. enjoyed my day fully. (:

sorry readers lately my blog is boring & no pictures, promise we update some pictures soon.

istarttohatemyself, ihatemyattitude, ihateeverythingabtmyself, ineedroomsforimprovement && tatisaseriouslyMUST.


schooling & out with sis & mei.
Friday, July 10, 2009

SCHOOLING~
&& its finally friday.
weeeew.
temptation.
i wanna go shopping.
&& buy alot of thingsss.

yippees. its finally friday today && tat means its dress-down day & last weekdays of the week. cool!! lesson was average. BEVM did some revision, went through the topic of law. kinda interesting but felt quite sleepy during the lesson. sorry. next was CFB, did some assignment & chit-chatted with mr koh. was dismiss after tat. waited for margaret.

then off to far east. wanna eat "rabbit foods" but not sure how to get there && also its kind of far, so ate some finger foods. shop for our flats. huiwen & margaret bought there flats first while i wait for sis tgt buy. jaslin, margaret & huiwen left first while i wait for sis. after some consideration, i bought my flat. *happyhappy*. walkwalk ard then went to look for sis's frens. shop ard with them.

&& someone actually shouted my "amanda". i tot who was it, so i look ard && its was ignasia & sandra. wave to them. HAHA!! meet mei at orchard station && off to harbourfront, while sis & her frens went else where.{im so silly, tat i didn noe tat actually we can take mrt from douby gauht to harbourfront. didn noe && we actually took to cityhall then to outram.}

bought some accessories from diva sales. *happyhappy* went daiso to get my stuffs then slack ard at the top level. then walkwalk ard then home sweet home. enjoyed my afternoon with mei, && we were like so crazy the whole time. HAHA!! im feeling so tireddd, & tireness is killing me~

weeew. tmr is saturday && tat means its a rest day & outing day for me. woo.. hopefully will be out tmr. *happyhappy*

{sorry darling if my attitude sux today & sorry if i show my attitude to you. so so sorry darling.}

im missing my darls/babes.


schooling.. sleeping is never enough. ):
Wednesday, July 8, 2009

SCHOOLING~
sleeping is always never enough.
feeling really restless;
lethargic;
&& stress out.
ineedabreak.

weeew. school starts at 10am today && tat means i have longer hours to sleep. HAHA!! although i took a short nap at grandma hse, im still feeling tired & sleepy. sound abnormal huh. {but mayb cos im still in my holidays mood, tat's way.} arghhh. really is a must to get-rid of this habit. && i'll try to force myself to sleep early from today on.. hopefully.

booo.. currently in school blogging. sound weird huh. lmao. as usual meet with ladies, then off to school. {sorry lady keep ya waiting.} supposingly first lesson is S&W but was cancel due to some reason {no sure either.} so first lesson ILT in comp lab so tat's way i can blog in school. HAHA!! currently surfing the net. later.. having OFA lesson && tat means tat's the last lesson of the day. && today only have 3hrs of lesson. (: will be going out after school to get some stuffs done. weeew. {the 1st outing/shopping after school starts.} alrite shall end here for now. wil update more at nite if possible. tada!! (:

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istarttodislikemyself.

back from school. lesson was okays, just dun seems to understand OFA, some excel formula. kinda complicating. was dismiss at 1pm. then off to bugis with jaslin while huiwen meet up with her sister. went douby gauht first, had lunch at pastamina. headed to cotton on to get jaslin stuffs but disappointed-ly, dun have her size.

then off to bugis. went bugis street first to look for flats & shoulder bags. && jaslin bought her stuffs. then to bugis junction to look for my bag. too many designs, dun noe which to buy. {still having mixed feeling now. ermms.. shld i buy black&white design or the black,blue,yellow,white&grey design..?? which whould be a better choice??} weeew. i finally got my dickles bag. *happyhappy* but i still dun noe shld i change to the black,blue,yellow,white&grey design...?? {do need some of your opinion.} (&& the salesperson is so superduper cutee & nicee. not bad looking too. HAHA!! && make me remind of someone. well, kind of miss tat person.} then home sweet home. {sorry jaslin, make you waited so longgg & yet i cant make a decision. sorry darling.} but thanks darling for the company && also the advice/opinion. thankyou. (:


schooling..
Tuesday, July 7, 2009

SCHOOLING~
7/7
imstartingtofeelthestress.
ihatemyattitude.
imfeelingrestless.

actually plan not to blog today, but still i will blog. as for the next couple of days or so wont be blogging tat often due to schooling. {but still i will try to blog more.}

as usual, meet up with ladies. then off to school. {sorry ladies, was late keep your waiting.} reach school, was kinda surprised as our tempature was taken when we enter school. first lesson ILT. revise through those front chapters.

followed by CFB, didn some assignment & also got to noe tat there will be another projcet for CFB. *shagg* then lunch break. after break was LFS, didn singapore wishes. {kinda nervous when needa to presented. sorry lady, make you presented alone. sorrysorry.} then home sweet home. train back with jaslin. (:

*hurthurt* my back & stomach is hurting. its killing me. arghhhh.
im missing you, my fren. ):


back to school, 1st day of school reopen, so close yet so far. blisters&moreblisters.
Monday, July 6, 2009

BACK TO SCHOOL!!
we are so close yet so far.
my legs are having blisters.

today is the 1st day of school reopen. {im still in my holidays mood.} as usual meet up with ladies. then headed off to school. got our new timetable today, nothing much change just tat the modules re-scheduled the timing all is still the same. first lesson BEVM, did some revision. followed by ILT, did essays. {heard tat ILT common test will be in 2 weeks time.}

OFA, went through excel. learn some new formula but still kinda confused. as usual lunch break 1hr. after break was LFS, discuss on our projects. {heard tat we have 3 projects & some of the deadline are drawing nearer & nearer.} was dismiss, train back with jaslin then home sweet home. went tampines to get my stuffs then home.


out with cousins to bugis, went grandma hse. tmr school reopen.
Sunday, July 5, 2009

out with cousins.
if i wasn't around.
how do i noe you care for me.
howhowhow.
all of a sudden,
i wanna go swimming.

its sunday today, && tat means today is the last day of hols && also sunday is church day && also family day. didn went church today as last nite slept kinda late. actually was lazy to go grandma hse today, but after some thinking i decided to go. so spend my day out with cousins to bugis.

weeew, bought some earrings & bangles && im loving them. {im so in love with accessories.} shop ard bugis junction & bugis street. ard 5 going 6, headed back to grandma hse. didn have dinner with cousins, so had dinner seperately. then home sweet home. enjoyed my day fully with cousins.

tmr, school reopen. arghhh. && still im in my holiday moods. seriously gonna get-rid of this mood soon.


meet up with mates/peeps && stayed overnight with darls. (:
Saturday, July 4, 2009

meet up with mates/peeps.
&& she enjoyed herself.
stayed overnight with darls.
020709 & 030609 <33
&& she also enjoyed herself with darls.
i enjoyed myself fully & fully.
more outing okays..
1 words to describe today & yesterday;
AWESOME!!

today, 03 July 2009 {friday}

its friday & tat means it's the last 2-3 days of holidays. && yet im seriously still in my holidays mood. arghhhh!! woke up last as usual as last night stayed up with babes till going 5am then we all felt asleep. tat sound crazy huh. HAHA!! actually was we chit-chat & joke ard till 5am. but did many catch up. woke up, wash up, ate breakfast+lunch followed by slacked, & bath. then off we leave.

took different bus from afiqah{padi}. while yy & me took 155 to aljunied area. then off we went seperate ways. meet up with mates. {sorry mates about today && sorry jaslin's mum, cos didn eat much. sorry everyone.} slack ard, then went down to play captain ball. {it's been kind of longg tat i didn played captain ball.} we were like so crazy & high. played 2 rounds. && we were sweating like crazy. ard 11pm, home sweet home.

yesterday, 02 July 2009 {thursday}

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spend my nite at yy's hse. {its the 1at time i overnite with darls, but joker didn join us. ):} bought dinner back from the nearby coffee shop. rest awhile then to MS, as afiqah{padi} mp3 was down. went there & actually the person just press the reset button which we all dun noe. HAHA!! then to bugis junction & street to look for yy stuffs. but after some thinking, she decided not to buy from there. mrt & bus back to yy's hse.

was snacking then tot of bbq-ing marsmallow. HAHA!! funfun. {sorry yy's family, trouble your.} then yy & padi was hungry, so we look for foods. cook some fried chicken. {thankyou yy's mum.} had supper, then wash up, then to bed. so chit-chat & joke ard till 5am then we all felt asleep. enjoyed myself fully with babes. times passes fast. ): {&& thankyou yy's mum & family. sorry for troubling your.}
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more pictures with afiqah(padi);
once i received from her i will upload it asap.

times indeed do pass fast.
how i wish things could just go back.
how i wish i just reach yy's hse & staying overnight today, spending times with darls/babes.
how i wish im still with mates playing captain ball. how i wish im still in the 1st week of school holidays.
how i wish.....
there's just so manymany "how i wish" but time cant be turn back.


staying over at yy's hse.
Thursday, July 2, 2009

staying over w/ darls.
im imperfect;
but im still me.

as usual overslept/woke up late. arghhh. i seriously needa get-rid of this lasy habit of mine before school reopen. seriously. && holidays im getting lazier&lazier. had my breakfast cum lunch. continue with my packing. then as usual on my comp till now. im seriously bored.. seriously. i need something to kill my boreness. arghhh!!

alrite.. shall end here for now. as later will be meeting up with darls && staying over at yy's hse for 2days 1nite, && will be back by friday morning or afternoon. {joker cant join us as she going out with her mum. ): if she join us will be full attendance && more funn. (: sighh.} alrite.. gonna go prepare now. tata!! (:

sorry readers for the short & boring entries, promise will be back to update a better one. promise. *keehee*


the month of JULY. && also the first day of july.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009

its the month of JULY!!
&& also the first day of july.
&& tat means its a brand new month;
&& also a brand new start.

i actually overslept today, supposingly meet up with 2babes for sun-tanning today but due to the weather plan was cancel. ): shagggg. kinda irritated. so slack at home for the entire day, not a step out of house. boring huh. so took a nap to lesser my boreness. woke up, back to my comp all the way till now. IM SERIOUSLY BORED.. hopefully tmr & friday im out. *prayhard* {sorry readers for the short & boring post. will upload pictures in the next entries, so do stay tuned.}

school holidays is ending in a couple of days time && still im in my holidays mood. tat's seriously sickening & sick. amanda, you seriously got to get-rid of ur holidays mood soon. but still im gonna treasure this last few days of hols preciously. (:

readers!! ermm, any songs to recommend, cos i tot of changing my blog playlist..?? (:


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