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It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
i feel so neglected, tired & everything. ):
Friday, June 5, 2009

holding back my tears.
hiding my smile.
i feel so neglected.
im so so "tired".

meet jaslin at aljunied platform. was late again. sorry darling. train down to school. as usual meet huiwen at clementi station. bus down to school.

OFA exam today. so far okays. just that after i print i realised i didn save the file i ediited. arghhh!! 1hr 30mins. && my comp cant print, so ms dewi help me. thankyou. followed by CFB lesson. didn nothing much, slacked ard. all the grp suppose to read the role-play script to mr koh.
sadsad, mr koh say why my voice like out of tune. ): too those we noe, is it realy my voice out of tune?? wat can i do so tat my voice wont like this?? ):

was dismiss ard 12pm. suppose to be going out with yy, afiqah & syahidah, but last min yy cant, so was postpone. went out with jaslin instead. went cityhall for lunch, window-shopping ard. then back to jaslin's hse. surf the net, chit-chatted and took a nap at her hse. HAHA!! funny things happen. ard 6.45pm left and train down to changi airport.

as bryann flying off to brunei. so acc jaslin to send him. reach there ard 7.25pm. quickly make our way there. awhile later i went off first. sorry ppls tat i went off first. sorry.

darling pls cheerup alrite. i noe how ya feeling rite now. but dun think or worry so much. times will passby fast. so cheers darling. feeling sad or wat, jut ring me up or msg me alrite. will always be there for you. (:

bryann, takecare & have a safe journey. (:

someone, plspls take me to a farfar away place, away from everything. somehow i feel i shld try to let go of something one at a time. im suffocating. im collasping. im so so "tired". i seriously need to learn to be independence. seriously.

sighh.
i dun noe why i feel so *********.
what have i really done wrong;
tat the way u guys treat me is totally diff le.
how i really im still in the past rite now.
but well, things do changes;
trying hard to accept everything tat's diff & changing.
sometime i feel that i've "changed" too, is it??
sometime i feel tat's bcos of me;
things become like this, is it so??


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