GIVING UP!!!
the moment i really feel like giving up myself...
is giving up the best choice...
she's been longing for you...
i really wonder if...
im gone from this family i guess there won't be any difference either.
im soooo tired.
i really need a break.
oh plsss, let me go & take me farfar away.
im sorry for being such a lousy daughter.
im sorry for being so useless, hopeless & brainless.
im really sorry for everything.
guess watever i do, to your im always wrong never rite!!
sometime i wonder shld i feel happy or not;
shld i feel lucky;
shld i be glad;
shld i feel contented with wat i have;
or shld i feel sad instead...
i really dun noe.
totally confused & lost!!
i need the answer.
finding my way back.
holding back my tears,
but it seems tat it keep dripping...
im breaking down.
holding back my tears is just so painful & hurtful.
sorrysorry readers for my emo entries today, really sorry.
pardon me. sorrysorry.
woke up early today. woohoo!! didn overslept. tat's a good sign. improvement in progress. thanks daddy, mummy, sis & jaslin for waking me up. thankyou!! hahaha!! got prepare & everything. waited for daddy & mummy to bring breakfask back. ard 10.30am, then they are back. quickly have my breakfast then daddy fetch me to "aljunied" station. thankyou!!
was alittle late. sorrysorry gurls. waited for jaslin, joycelyn & vincent thn off to "aljunied" platform to find sherman. heee. sorrysorry was late for 30mins. off to "YCK [yio chu kang]", find jaslin & joycelyn's dad. have carrot cake & nasi lemak. thanks jaslin & joycelyn's dad. && thanks jaslin & joycelyn's uncle for the drinks. thankyou!! discuss where shld we go next. after some hard thinking back to jaslin's hse to play mahjong. actually wanna go cycling but decided not.
ohya, saw kai ling on the way back,
say hello & chatted awhile.
sorrysorry guys abt today.
im sorry abt my mood, mayb it havae spoil the day or mood.
im sorry abt my mood, mayb it havae spoil the day or mood.
but im really sorry.
still i enjoyed myself with u guys to the maxxie!!
played mahjong till 5.50pm. slacked & chatted ard. ard 6.20pm, have steamboat dinner. thanks jaslin & joycelyn's mum for the dinner. thankyou!! the steamboat is really delicious. sadsad cant stay till quite late, as going out with family. went to "PP [parway parade]". have dinner at foodcourt. i accidentally spilled a bowl of laska. its embrassing. haixx. something really upset happened. i really dun noe wat shld i say. bus & train back home alone. enjoyed myself with deardear frens. funn things happen, laughters all the way. but something cropped up. cheer up gurls!! (:
