the day i realised im no longer useful anymore...
the moments tat i have lost myself...
the day i have lose hope & faith in myself...
the moments i thought of giving up...
the moments i almost collapsed...
holding back my tears...
putting on a fake smile...
im just freaking useless...
everything is gone...
its all over...
who cares, do you??
when there's fate we'll meet again...
thinking back, bring back lots&lots of memories...
taking days to heal a deep wound...
everything happens for a reason...
always taking things for granted...
never always take things for granted, you will regret...
never give up, always keep on trying...
you wont know if u nvr try...
spend my morning with 2 sweeties of mine!! [:
slept at 3am again & woke up at 9.20am. quickly got prepare as i tot i was late. left hse at 10.30am, meet up with jaslin at aljunied while theresa at clementi. reach clementi, saw theresa & off to school. head to tourism office & staffroom to look for teachers & lectures. chatt & ask abt the LTO & HPO course thingy. heard tat LTO results will noe within this week by classes. got to noe abt HPO course too. haixhaix. heard tat HPO already released ytd & all those who are selected will noe it ytd already. sighsigh. moodless. i really dun noe wat to say & do now. tears drip immediately... ):
thanksthanks jaslin & theresa for accompanying me today to school. sorrysorry if i make ur waste ur ez-link fares. sorrysorry gurls. [:
then to admin office to appeal for HPO course. hopefully can get it this round bah, but i guess its impossible already... ): then have our lunch at clementi coffeeshop. then off to "orchard" to meet up with sis. alight the same station as theresa while jaslin to aljunied. chatt with her abit. thanksthanks gurl for all the encouragement & comforting. train to "orchard" alone. reach there early, so play my p.s.p while waiting for sis. soon after sis came. off to "the heeren".
spend my afternoon with sis while nite with both mummy & sis of mine!! [:
yeayea!! finally bought my havanas. happyhappy. (: look for cousin b'day present. after some thinking, decided to buy it. woohoo!! cant say wat we buy for the time-being. hee!! off to "macdonald" for tea break then back to "the heeren" to see sis bag. the type sis wan not selling there. so decided to head down to cityhall. train down to cityhall. reach cityhall went to the crumpler shop. spotted the bag sis wanted, so bought it for her as i still owe here a b'day present since last year. heehee!! oh my, i saw a crumpler camera pouch, nicenice, gonna get it soon. then off to "chinatown".
bought some beads & accessories. then went to buy some toiletries. heehee!! then off to "hougang" to meet up with mummy for dinner. was abit late. sorrysorry mummy. went to NTUC then have "pepper lunch" for dinner. fullfull. bought foods for mei & di di. then off to daddy dialysis centre. i went for a haircut. nicenice. im in love with my new hairstyle but alittle short, not use to it but mayb after sometime shld be fine. happyhappy [: thanksthanks mummy. then home sweet home. enjoyed myself today with everyone im out with. happyhappy. [:
looking forward to thursday...
