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It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
its another brand new day!! (:
Tuesday, September 30, 2008

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huiwen
~ yea!! relinked ya!! :]
J'amie ~ Tally!! misses ya plenty!! meet out pretty soon, yea??lovess<33>
Deb ~ hello gurl!! :]


IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY!! (:

HARI RAYA PUASA EVE, EVERYONE!! :]

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY EVE!! :]

Morning!!!hees im awake!!later heading for an interview in the late afternoon at harbour front.meeting padi and YJ first before heading there.wish me luck, ppls!!hahaha!! && thanks daddy for buying back breakfast for me.so sweet of him!!hees!!will try to be back and post more...yea!!stay tuned!! :]

back;

im back!!meet up with "crazy" babe at Dhoby Ghaut station.hees!!she's late!!hahaha!!after meeting her off we head to harbour front station to meet YJ.sorry YJ for keeping you wait for so long.so sorry.then head to "Singapore Cruise Centre" counter, ask abt the interview for today...

was told that the interview will be held at level 7, Singapore Cruise Office.so off we went...reached level 7 saw many of our course mates, all were waiting for their turn.filled in the application form, and waited for our turn too.here its goes the interview begin.....

overall the interviewer & the interview was so-so & alrite for me.yeayea!!hopefully i can get in bah.yupps.after the interview went shop ard.yea!!bought my XXL crispy chicken && tat's finally, cos i've been yearning that for so longggg.hahaha!!after tat home sweet home.enjoyed myself today with babe.she make me laugh like mad, i laugh till my jaws pain.hahaha!!simply love today plenty!!meet out pretty soon, yea babe??thanks babe for today!! (:

alrite shall share with u guys abt some "funny" things that happen on the way, in the train & before we board the train.hees.guess wat on our way to Dhoby Ghaut station we keep pronouning some train station's name, it's babe's idea cos she suddenly started pronouning the station name.ermm..we were asking each other to pronoun Punggol & Sengkang.guess wat, babe pronoun Punggol & Sengkang sound so so funny.i laugh till my jaws pain.wahaha!!next next was "crazy" babe read the train stops the other way round, meaning she read from Jurong East instead of Dhoby Ghaut, cos we change train at Dhoby Ghaut.hahaha!! (:

yeayea!!tmr is public holiday!!hopefully will be going out!!?? (:

all the best & goodie luck to those having an interview today!!jia yo guys!! (:

misses TC mates!! ):

Will updated pics when i get it from padi (:


Interview Interview!!!
Monday, September 29, 2008

Taggs:

YiKai ~ linked ya!! :]
syafika ~ thanks darls!! i will try.. :]
YY ~ love!! hahaha!! meet out pretty soon, yea!? misses & lovess!! :]
THERESA ~ huh!!?? lols!! hahaha!! :]
ahna ~ linked ya!! welcome gurl!! :]
VIVIEN ~ thanks vi-vi-vien!! yupps ur rite, must have more confident!! yea!! i will try..hees!! yeah!! u too!! jia yo!! lovess & misses!! :]
wei cheng ~ hey wc!! trying..yupps trying hard..huh!!?? thanks for your encouragement!! :]


INTERVIEW INTERVIEW!!!

3 more days to "Hari Raya"!!

4 more days to bro b'day!!

9 more days to IAP [attachment]!!

yea!! 12 more days to my b'day!! :]

i miss TC mates!! ):

i miss schooling
!!
):

woke up early today as later will be having a "National Park" interview held in sch.im soooo tired.feeling so lazy to get out of hse.hahaha!!but got no choice, just for attachment gt to sacrifice.hees!!meet up with padi at clementi station.hees.both of us were slighty late.aha!

as usual took bus to sch instead of walking.feeling kinda lazy nowadays.hahaha!!wow!!all of a sudden i super duper miss school.:{ reach sch straight head to tourism office for interview.was early.so chat with ms dewi awhile.

after awhile the interviewer came.so there we goes the interview begin........oh ya the interview was 2person tgt interview at 1 go.yupps.overall the interview was alrite.did my best, now just have to wait for the result.yea!!hopefully can get in bah.oh ya the interviewer was so duper duper friendly.yea!!

after the interview head down to centre point with padi for another interview.but this time was retails wan, sis recommend wan, cos sis currently working.yupps.actually was not called like an interview, we just fill in a form and did some hands-on works.then after tat off we head home.oh ya tmr having another interview at 4pm.haixxx..lazy & tired ah.but no choice, just for attachment. :]

treasure what you have before its too late..

im imprefect but im always me!! (:


currently feeling terribly lousyyyy...:((
Friday, September 26, 2008

Taggs:
THERESA ~ lovess & misses ya too!! meet out pretty soon, yea? our date?? dun forget. hahaha!!! :]
afiqah ~ hey babe!! thkq for ur lovely encouragement!! I'll try to cheer up.. yea hopefully.. you too, surely will get a job soon. smile & stay happy, yea!! lovess & misses ya!! meet out pretty soon, yea?? :]
VIVIEN ~ yos vi-vi-vien!! yea meet out soon!! haixx.. sigh* yupps. the person say im not suitable for tat job due to my language barries:{ currently no job:{ haixxx..yea I'll try..thanks vi-vi-vien for ur sweet sweet concern.misses ):


LOUSY DAY FOR ME!!! :{[

woke up late today.suppose to acc daddy for his doctor appointment with sis but due too cos i overslept.so sis acc daddy for his doctor appointment while i slack at home.haixxx...well staying at home keep thinking about my ex-attachment job and my coming attachment job..haix..


CURRENTLY FEELING TERRIBLY LOUSYY...

in the afternoon head down to chinatown to return my ex-attachment job uniform.haixxx...all i really can say is "I've really let all of your down & I noe your all are disappointed in me, rite??? Im truly & deeply SORRY to all of you."after returning the uniform head back home, didn get any pay. :{{

frankly speaking, i felt really REGRETTED.haixx..actually thought ytd can sign the contract & work but the HR manager say "i think you're unsuitable for this job due to my language barrier, but she explained to me everything clearly."haixxx...sigh sigh sigh..everyone have confidence in me but now i've disappointed them.feeling terribly lousyyyy & badddd. :{


WHY WHY WHY???


who will understand my feeling???


"WO ZEN DE DUI BU QI NI MEN" "DUI BU QI"
"WO ZEN DE DUI BU QI NI MEN" "DUI BU QI"
"WO ZEN DE DUI BU QI NI MEN" "DUI BU QI"
"WO ZEN DE DUI BU QI NI MEN" "DUI BU QI"
"WO ZEN DE DUI BU QI NI MEN" "DUI BU QI"
"WO ZEN DE DUI BU QI NI MEN" "DUI BU QI"
"WO ZEN DE DUI BU QI NI MEN" "DUI BU QI"
"WO ZEN DE DUI BU QI NI MEN" "DUI BU QI"
"WO ZEN DE DUI BU QI NI MEN" "DUI BU QI"
"WO ZEN DE DUI BU QI NI MEN" "DUI BU QI"

Treasure what you have before its too lateee.. (:

Trying to put on a fakeee smile.. ):

Holding backkk my tears.. ):



End of work!!!?? :{{{
Thursday, September 25, 2008

END OF WORK!!!??? :{{

IM TRULY SORRY TO POPO, MY FAMILY, MRS HO, FREINDS, DEAREST & EVERYONE!!!

I've let your down!! :[[

Im truly & deeply sorry everyone!!!

meet up with WC at chinatown.was abit late.hahaha!!so sorry.head for lunch before heading for work.didn eat as was still full, but WC eat while i drink.hees!!

after eating head for work.went to look for the HR manager to sign our contract.haixxxxxxx...something bad and upsetting happen to me.haix...i feel so useless & stupid!!sigh**..why why why???hmm..guess i have to look for another attachment job?? :[[

haixxx..feeling terribly upset and mad at myself...
why am i so stupid & uselesss..
feel really bad and lousy now..
keep tearing...

feeling terrible now...
putting on a fake smile...
tears keep dripping down..
trying to hold back my tears..

my life...why??
who understand how i feel now...??
im just a useless and stupid freak!!!


2nd Day of Attachment..:{
Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Taggs:

afiqah
~ hello babe!! yea i post & update alr. hahaha!! lols. cute sia, u. hees. lovess & misses ya.. :]
VIVIEN ~ vi-vi-vien!! updated alr!! lovess & misses :]
syafika ~ hello baby!! hahaha!! loves & misses :]
THERESA ~ Theresaaaaa!! missed ya like mad!! hahaha!! updated alr gurl!! lovess :]
YY ~ yoyo love!! yea relink ya alr!! lovess & misses :]
--xGILLIAN ;DDD ~ hello mei!! long time nvr tagg le arh!! hahaha!! thanks plenty mei!! wahaha!! u cute sia!! hees!! yea enjoyed!! lovess & misses :]
♥ JASLIN ~ darling!!! welcome my darling!! lovess ya plenty lots & misses ya plenty lots too!! :]
christine"D ~ hey chilli!!! welcome gurl!!! thanks for your concern!!! yea i will!!! you too, take care of urself okey?? dun fall sick worx. lovess & misses :]

2nd Day of Attachment!!!

HAIX!!! :[[

I MISS TC MATES!!! :[[

I MISS ALL MY DARLS, DARLINGS & FRENS!!! :[[

sorry readers for the late posting..its have been long since i post on my blog cos last few weeks was kinda busy..yups. sorry readers..hope you guys will understand..:]

meet up with WC at chinatown station.then head for our lunch.did not eat as im still full.after eating was still early so decided to shop around.awhile later head to our working place [five stars tour].got our working uniforms.change and then head for a briefing on Korea & Aussie.omg!!!get to noe more abt that countries, what is interesting there, the pricing and so on..it was a 2 hours briefing.after tat briefing we were assigned to pick up phone call and transfer the call to those specified extension.

ermm..not really clear abt answering phone call.haix..awhile later we are allowed to go home.and after tat we went for a snack and then home sweet home.haix...:[[
its so so so so so so so so so so so so STRESS!!! i feel like giving up...!!! but...:[[ who can understand how i really feel??? someone pls pls pls help me?? :[[ STRESS!! someone pls pls pls save me??

hello readers!! this few weeks and months might be posting less on my blog due to cos have to work all that..but i will try my best..hope you guys will understand..=]


RNT mock test...
Thursday, September 11, 2008

Taggs:

THERESA ~
hahaha!! yup yup!! I Remember!! hees. our date soon okey!!?? :]
VIVIEN ~ hahaha!! ermm... hahaha!! lols!! you said that?? :]
♥ JASLIN ~ thanks so so much darling for the listeing ears & everything... you too, all the best & goodie luck for the coming Exam!! hees.. jia yo gurl :]
J'amie ~ i miss my tally so so much!! :[ yupps..:[ so meet out soon okey!!?? :]


RNT Mock Test!!!

yea!! 2 hours lesson for today only!!! :]

school start at 11am instead of 9am.hahaha!!yea yea!!train on the way to sch.saw an Eurasian's family.omg!! they are so caring and loving to each others.they have 2 small little cute kids.1 boy 1 gurl.their ages are ard kindergarden-primary 1.they were finding for a seats and then they got one and then the small little boy keep squeezing to his mum that side to make a space for his daddy to sit.so loving hor..

meet up with darls at clementi mrt.&& today im early okey!!??ahahaha!!after tat head to sch.reach sch went to classroom, B6/301.mrs ho was not there as she have some admin work to settle.so we slacked ard and did some revising for later RNT mock test.after tat mrs ho came up and there goes our RNT mock test begin...

was quite okey.just tat something i forgotten.hahaha!!but still i did managed to completed it but with a few blank.hahaha!!after test slacked in computer lab eating and chatting.ard 1plus head down to canteen for lunch, while waiting for the timing & address for sharon & me de interview.

after lunch.head down to chinatown with vivien & sharon.while darls & the others went home.reach chinatown and was told tat we are still early.so decided to shop ard.a few mintues later head back to "TravelStar" for our interview, as we were wondering why so long wan so decided to go up and checked.fill in a form and here goes our interview...

everything was ok.just tat i felt abit nervous and scared.hahaha!!but still the interview was alrite.luckily did not ruined it.hahaha!!after interview went shop shop ard again.omg!!!

IM CRAVING FOR SO SO MANY MANY THINGS!!! :]

awhile later, was feeling tired so decided to go home.vivien and i took the same train while sharon took the other side.&& then home sweet home.:]

I SIMPLY LOVED TODAY & THE OUTING!! :]

**Good news for TC mates!!!there will be no school for tmr as its "Marking Day"..yup yup.have a great weekend, TC mates :]**

haix..reach home called mum and she told me daddy in hospital.i was like..shocked!!!haix..daddy, please please get well soon!!! im so so worried for you, daddy!! wonder how he is now..haix..heard tat daddy might be going for a major operation tmr..haix..feeling worried for daddy..haix..:((

to love, vivien, chilli & those who are sick ~ get well soon, darls!! have an early rest & sleep early!! drink more water!!! take care, darls!! :]

In life, a Smile is Always IMPORTANT!!!
Dun always sad sad de..
Come on!! Smile One!!
Cheer up!!! :]

i wan to smile happily always...


OIT Exam & Happy Birthday to Shenese!! :]
Wednesday, September 10, 2008

OIT EXAM!!

Happy Birthday to Shenese!!! :]

Yipees!!! && 1 More Month to my B'day!!! :]

its OIT Exam today!!&& exam offically start at 3pm today, as all toursim classes are taking relay 2.but there is relay 1 which start earlier.yup yup.ops ops, guess what, i overslept today.woke up at 12.33pm.and i was like shyt shyt!! and quickly went to prepare.suppose to meet vi-vi-vien wan but cos i overslept so meet her at clementi station instead.sorry gurl.

meet up with darls at clementi station.& then head to sch.reach sch went up to the examination room.cant go in yet cos the teachers not yet prepare everything.so slacked in the nearby classroom & corridor.ard 15 mintues later,went in the room.did some reading and writing.& here we goes, our examination begin...

everything was ok.just that many of our computers suddenly shut down/restart..the worst part is some of us did not save..&& all of us was like omg!!!&& there's 1 printer oso have prob too.so is like the room that we are taking our exam is like giving so much probs to us.hahaha!!but still i did manage to finish my work in time.just that i guess there's some mistakes and errors.but what's done is done.after exam home sweet home.

ok gonna go study for tmr RNT mock test le.tada readers!! stay tuned for more...:]

**Good news for TC mates, tmr sch start at 11am instead of 9am and end at 1pm instead of 4pm.&& tmr only have RNT lesson.:]**

i dislike putting on a fake smile..
i wan a real happy smile on me..

i wan a happy ending so so much...
i dun wan a sad ending, plssss...

i miss you...
i miss those days...


wat a bad & lousy day for me!!! :((
Tuesday, September 9, 2008

SCHOOLING!!!

GOODIE LUCK & ALL THE BEST TO EVERYONE TAKING EXAMS!!!

Few more hours to OIT Exam!!

Few more hours to small cousin b'day!! :]]

meet up with darls at clementi station.& then as usual head to sch.reach sch first lesson was OIT.recap & revise the assignments we did ytd & was given another assignment to do before we take our exam tmr.&& BEG lesson was cancel again.&& RNT lesson was push forward.have lunch break for 30mintues and then have RNT lesson.recap and revise on some chapters for our theory test/exam.and then home sweet home.

haixxx...what is going on...??? :(((


Its monday!!!
Monday, September 8, 2008

Tagg:

VIVIEN:
vi-vi-vien!!! hahaha!! why say that?? hees..no-one. :]
YY: haixx..im gonna miss you like maddd!!! haixx..gonna miss ya damn damn much..hahaha!! :] lover!!! i miss u damn much!! love you lots lots too!! lovess & misses!! :]
THERESA: hahaha!! yea yea me too!! lols!! :]
christine"D: hahaha!! cya in school too!! :]
afiqah: hahaha!! Lols!! hees..like ermm what...?? hahaha!! :]

IT'S MONDAY!!!

2 More Days to OIT Exam..

meet up with darls at clementi mrt.& off we head to sch.as usual monday first lesson always start with OIT.did 3 assignments.2words & 1excel.madam haslina did not come so we were given some assignments to do and hand up before lesson end.yupps.

after OIT suppose to be BEG but lesson was cancel due to some reason i guess...??so RNT lesson was push forward.we are suppose to complete "abacus basic course (mock test)" before we can head home.so ya, completed by most of the answers should be wrong i guess...??hees*after lesson, have lunch in sch and then home sweet home. :]

In a couples of weeks time, this year will be coming to an end and we all will be heading for our 2 months attachment.haix...im gonna miss TC mates so so so damn much..though its only a 1 year course, but i indeed learned lots of stuffs and made great and wonderful frens..im really really gonna miss TC mates damn badly...:[[

wat is happening to me nowdays??? :((


Its Friday!!! hahaha!!
Friday, September 5, 2008

FRIDAY!!!

I simply loved today!! :]


I super duper loved this pic!!
Was edited by darling!!
Thkq so so much, darling!! <33
Loved her lotsss.. :]]

today lesson start at 8.30am instead of 8am.hees*so mean can late wake up, but to me still the same time as usual.hahaha!!meet up with darls as clementi mrt.all were late.hees*head to sch after tat.

reach sch was alittle late.hees*first lesson was RNT.revise on the worksheets tat mrs ho gave us on..ermm...if im not wrong is wednesday.was abit suprised cos some abacus thingy we nvr learn came out in the worksheets, but now im glad that i noe more abt it.yea yea!!ard 10am we were dismiss.guess wat..that's all for today sch..so tat means we only have RNT today and its only for 2hours.i was like shock.hahaha!!after sch, have lunch with darls in sch.hees*after tat went out.yea yea!! :]

supposed to go cycling with daddy & siblings de but went out so cant go..haix..:[

I WANT GO CYCLING!!! :]

to afiqah ~ yoyo babe!! cheers gurl!! everything will be fine soon!! we all will always be there for you!! take it easy gurl!! anything or anytime can always share with us, our listening ears is always there for you!! yea yea!! stay happy & smile always gurl!! :]]


haixx..heard tat lover might be going to shanghai or bangkok..haixx..gonna miss her like mad..haix..but its a good opportunity for her..but still im gonna miss her like super duper mad..haix..lover, when ur there take care of urself okey?? will miss you..keep me updated okey?? :]] <33


was wondeing....
how is it like being truly love by someone?? :]


Everyday is a brand new day...:]]
Thursday, September 4, 2008

SCHOOLING!!!

Everyday is a brand new day & brand new begining.. :]]

as usual schooling.first lesson was OIT.was slightly late as we didn't noe tat teacher alr inside the class.hees*recap wat we did ytd and re-do the excel assignment as it was badly done.after tat was RNT lesson.did nothing much, went through the textbook.recap on chapter 6 & 9 if im not wrong.hahaha*was dismiss after RNT as BEG lesson was cancel.then home sweet home.

get to noe the results for the "Orient Explorer" interview.a TA gurl & YY was in.out of 8 students they only choose 2 students.heard that "mayb" they might go china for 2months for their IAP[attachment].haixx...gonna miss lover damn lots.haix..but is a good opportunity for them.but still im glad & happy for them. :]]

IAP[attachment] is getting near..and this year is coming to an end..haixx...gonna miss TC mates damn lots..miss all the fun, joy and laughter spend together with them..haix..hopefully we will be in same class next year...:]


wat a bad bad week for me!!!
Wednesday, September 3, 2008

HAPPY SWEET 15th
BIRTHDAY TO JOYCELYN!!!! =]]

SCHOOL!!!

meet up with darls at clementi mrt, then head to sch.something silly/cute happen.went to take bus.love, padi, joker and chilli boarded the bus while me and vivien miss the bus.next bus came and there we go again.now is my turn to miss the bus.hahaha!!! & guess what altogether i miss a total of 2 buses.wahaha!!

reach sch just in time, was not late.hahaha!!first lesson was RNT but due to cos later we having BEG common test we were given the time to study.hees*argh!!i cant get anything into my brains nor head.omg!!at 8.40am we head down to the examination room.at 9am we begin our common test, till 10am.overall can say the test was ok ok only.guess wat the test mainly test on the back chapter.and i did not really study the back chapter much..oh no!!

after BEG common test was break.no BEG lesson, not sure why.after tat was OIT but me, yy and sharon head to the tourism staffroom for the "Orient Explorer" interview.oh my gosh!!we were all so nervous*first was sharon then me then yy.oh my gosh!!the interview was pretty scary.argh!! i got a feeling that i did quite badly for the interview.haix..but wat's done is done..

after interview head for OIT lesson, did abit of the assignment.then have SW[Sport & Wellness] theory test/exam.then home sweet home.=]]


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