changed my song.... just wanted dedicate this song to everyone who is struggled with many problems and to also those who feel that they are a failure.... but also specially dedicate to darling.... no matter what god will make a way for you and me....
about 1 more weeks to N level.... haiish stress.... anyway good luck to everyone and jia yo for the exam coming ahead... remember just don't give up strike till the end...
haiish recently many unhappy things had happen to me and i really don't know what should i do.... i try my best to solve all the problems and try my best to give you everything but unfortunately nothing is solve nor anyone treasure it... I'm tired....
today no much things happen... woke up bath then went to have breakfast together as a family at whitesands then head to church.. was slightly late but luckily we are not the only one late... haha.. ya today there were a couple guest.. hees they lead worship and their children also sing with them.. hees quite nice lovess it... hehe then head to whitesands again to do something and then head to grandma house at about 4pm... if I'm not wrong that was the lately time that we ever had.... lols. ya then did nothing at grandma house... and also no mood to study... really stress up by so many problems... haiish then dinner my aunt and mum cook... delicious and tasty... thanks mummy and auntie... then at about 8pm we leave and head home... ya then went whitesands again to buy breakfast for slibing ya then head home... on the way home fell asleep... ya then head home....ok shall stop here....
haiish mood really hurt this few days... i don't know why.... everything i try to solve nothing just seen to work for me... i feel so lousy.... i just can't stand this feeling of mine... i feel i should not be exist in this world... i really don't know what am i thinking and feeling now.... I'm tired... i really don't know.... what should i do.... I'm hopeless.... stress..... haiish...moody... sad )=
Left 1-2 months in the school i just hope everything will be fine soon... treasure everyone around you before you will regret... as you should cherish those who cherish you..... i just hope i could have a happy moments in the school instead of a sad one.... haiish if it is possible i'm sure it will be a happy one but if unfortunely i think there won't be a happy one but a sad one... haiish... i'm just so deeply hurt now... i just don't get it... haiish i'm so weak now as i'm getting weaker each day but do anyone know??? haiish what should i do??
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CANDYGIRLFRIEND!!!
