BOO I'M BACK!!today everything was as usual... first lesson relief cause mr gage never come again. next lesson was Chinese, did many exercise to get ready for coming Chinese N level paper... ya then went for recess then after recess maths period ya. then after maths was CPA lesson... and its the last lesson in the lab cause the lab need to close for exam ya. then after then EOA free period. and everyone slack slack. was dimiss early then head to canteen to eat then head to library for 'remedial' ya. did many question and practice then after that head to agape room outside to study. did study 'abit' but no quite alot. ya. then went home at about 3.30pm then saw someone... haiish so shocking la.. hees... but was quite happy to see that somone but on the other hand abit weird.... haiish..but atleast quite happy.... then head home rest then on computer.ya ok that's all for my schooling ya. ok shall stop here.darling ~ cheer up gurl... no matter what i will lift the heavy burden with you.... take care of your health... don't think so much...rest well too... smile more gurl... lovess<3buddy ~ thanks for all those words... ya thanks so much....GOOD LUCK FOR ALL THOSE TAKING PRELIM EXAM FOR TOMORROW AND SO ON... JIA YO... ALL THE BEST TOO!!
BOO I'M BACK!!!changed my song.... just wanted dedicate this song to everyone who is struggled with many problems and to also those who feel that they are a failure.... but also specially dedicate to darling.... no matter what god will make a way for you and me.... about 1 more weeks to N level.... haiish stress.... anyway good luck to everyone and jia yo for the exam coming ahead... remember just don't give up strike till the end...haiish recently many unhappy things had happen to me and i really don't know what should i do.... i try my best to solve all the problems and try my best to give you everything but unfortunately nothing is solve nor anyone treasure it... I'm tired....today no much things happen... woke up bath then went to have breakfast together as a family at whitesands then head to church.. was slightly late but luckily we are not the only one late... haha.. ya today there were a couple guest.. hees they lead worship and their children also sing with them.. hees quite nice lovess it... hehe then head to whitesands again to do something and then head to grandma house at about 4pm... if I'm not wrong that was the lately time that we ever had.... lols. ya then did nothing at grandma house... and also no mood to study... really stress up by so many problems... haiish then dinner my aunt and mum cook... delicious and tasty... thanks mummy and auntie... then at about 8pm we leave and head home... ya then went whitesands again to buy breakfast for slibing ya then head home... on the way home fell asleep... ya then head home....ok shall stop here....haiish mood really hurt this few days... i don't know why.... everything i try to solve nothing just seen to work for me... i feel so lousy.... i just can't stand this feeling of mine... i feel i should not be exist in this world... i really don't know what am i thinking and feeling now.... I'm tired... i really don't know.... what should i do.... I'm hopeless.... stress..... haiish...moody... sad )=Left 1-2 months in the school i just hope everything will be fine soon... treasure everyone around you before you will regret... as you should cherish those who cherish you..... i just hope i could have a happy moments in the school instead of a sad one.... haiish if it is possible i'm sure it will be a happy one but if unfortunely i think there won't be a happy one but a sad one... haiish... i'm just so deeply hurt now... i just don't get it... haiish i'm so weak now as i'm getting weaker each day but do anyone know??? haiish what should i do??HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CANDYGIRLFRIEND!!!
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today everthing was fine. woke up at 11am then have my breakfast. cant believe that i wake up at 11am cause yesterday slept at 2am going 3. woke up then rest watch tv till 2pm then study studying and revising. study for about 1 to 2hours jiu rest again and went to cook lunch. have lunch at 4pm. so late right hehe cause busy no time cook and buy hoho. then watch tv. watch a show that watch before de quite nice and watch till 7pm. then went bath then went out to have dinner with family then head home. watch tv again. then chat with sweet darling on the phone. so long never chat with her le now chat with her got the feeling miss talking to her and miss those times when i'm with her. chat till 12am. hope can everyday chat with her but it impossible right? haiish now miss the friendship with her. when then can have back that kind of feeling and frienship???
stress out!!! english prelim on monday not yet study finish. scare won't do well. then another 2 weeks we gonna have our offical exam. and its a very important exam. its N level. haiish really must study hard le and gonna be serious from today on. anyway jia yo to everyone. work hard and study hard sure will get the results you want. haiish many problems happening don't know what to do. no one to share le. no one to understand me le. haiish confused?? what should i do?? haiish don't know want go class chalet marx? should i go for class chalet?? can't make up a decision. and monday must know the answer le. haiish. got nothing much to post le shall stop here for today.
mood : ok ok bah
day : not bad
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today lesson as usual.haiish many things bad keeping happening to me. but something bad happen yesterday.its an unpleansant one..shall not state here.ya today before recess all the lesson many teachers never came to our class cause most of the teachers is in charge in the PFT thingy ya, but mr gage came cause he was not in charge in the PFT so he came, yesterday his lesson was sooo duper funny la everyone was like laughing..hehe lols.then.yesterday thought got thanksgiving reharsel but in the end don't have waste me, kai ling and jia en the time if not i will be sleeping at home. luckily darling never attend if not waste her time too. ya another 2-3 days is our english prelim paper (was brought forward) so i wish everyone will do their best and jia yo.ok shall stop here.
*darling~cheer up gurl=) lovess!!! always be there for you no matter what happen...=)
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hehe its been long i did not post le so back here to post....
today was the second day of prelim exam for us as the class girls had EOA practical. and our class boys did not need to com school. we started our paper at 8.15am then end at 9.45am. cause was late for the paper and suppose to start at 8am de but was late haha cause the prefect dismiss us late.then my computer keep auto shut but for a while den ok le.then finish at 9.45pm then head to market with esther and kai ling to have breakfast and chit chat. while we were outside have our breakfast the sec 4 and 5 were having chapel. then head home and walk the same way with esther. then head home then slept then woke up at 3pm then started studying and have lunch. at about 5.30pm watch tv and at 7.30pm use computer lo. ok shall stop here. take care all readers. good luck and all the best for those who si taking exam tomorrow. jia yo.
SAD!!!
why is everyone treating me so cold???? what have i done wrong.... no one care nor love me anymore..... sad, sick and tired.... do anyone understand me???? and why is everyone treating me invisible...???? don't understand.... sad.... how can i live a happiest life....??? haiish...sad....hurt...cried...don't understand why this few days mood is terribly bad... just don't understand.... feel like all my friends are leaving me one by one..... is it because i'm too quiet or what??? try to be entu and hyper but i just fail...am i a failure....??? who can help me??? can anyone tell me.... hurt=(
new months and not forgetting new day. today everything was normal but mood is terrible bad and i'm sick at the same time.... i feel that life each day to me is getting shorter and shorter.... i feel that one fine day my life will come till the end and is like reaching soon.... i'm tired of this friendship problem i'm having right now... i'm just so confused??? what should i do???? sick tired upset feeling uneasy everyday.....sorry readers got nothing to post so my post today will be short....shall stop here.....
darling ~ cheer up....smile gurl..lovess.....feel free to talk to me anytime.
maybe won't be posting this couple of days and weeks cause of prelims and 'N' level....
jia yo and work hard everyone.....
