today everything was normal...haiish happy today de but my mood suddenly changed...sad....recess kai ling brought fried rice for me, esther and herself...thanks to kai ling...then after school head to bugis with sister...bought many things spend alot too..was fun going out with her...think is first time...so must go out with you more often....thanks i think you have brighter my day....lovess you....then head home at about 4-5pm ya then rest then have dinner then head home ya....that's all for my day...anyway really got to thanks many peoples for the past 2-3 days that they have brighter my day with joy and laughter....thanks so much..lovess them all....shall stop here....
this couples of days and weeks might not be able to post cause of prelim coming....so must start study le....
29 July 2007 ~ i was baptism!!! true christian!! a new life begin!!!
today was indeed a terrible day for me...lesson was as usual normal...after school have survey then waien till 1.30pm to pass miss wong then donation card and went home with kai ling as she got tution...ya then head home then have lunch at granma house then took a nap...about 6.50pm then woke up and have dinner then head home to use com so came online...ya shall stop here....
darling, candy boyfriend and kai ling etc. ~ thanks for the listening ear and thanks for being there for me today and brighting my day today.....
thanks everyone that have cheer me up today...
darling ~ cheer up..don't let small things affect you...no matter what i will always be there for you...share your sorrows and burden with you and you have been a great darling that i will never ever forget in my life...live your life with happiest but not saddiest...let this life be a haapy ones but not a sad one....smile my gurl....=) not matter what difficult problems you are facing i will always help you...darling always ther for you....
back to post.in school having english lesson now so came to post.ya today things was not very good for me cause i think i have a terrible mood today..feel like crying now....ya but lesson and everything was normal.ya then lately in the morning we have health check hope nothing happen..ya..hurt hurt hurt....anyway nothing to post so my entries will be short...sorry...ok shall stop here....
back to post.ya now in school posting cause having eoa lesson so here so free to post. ya everything was normal.lesson was normal but one thingy mood was terrible bad today...feel like crying...i really feel very very hurt now.i don't know what really happen to me eversince last week...and feel that no one understand how i feel...feel like crying now.... haiish ok maybe will post when i'm back home. later will be going out alone...sad...but anyway hope i can have fun with myself....hurt hurt everywhere....my tears can't hold back anyway...ok shall stop here..sad...
jia yo and all the best to those who is taking N level oral today....
back to post again but can't promise will be posting everyday ya...then morning woke up so tired but still head to eat breakfast then head to church cause got guest speaker...ya by the way yesterday concert was the best....ya then head to church loads and loads of peoples...then head in then is like no space for us then have to sit all the way to the back....then during the speaker was talking i was like so sleepy almost slept but try to stay awake...ya then after church quickly head to bugis to meet friends....ya then head to buy present for maryati's younger sister...ya then head to her house then started eating ya then at there we took photo and eat birthday cake but i did not eat....ya then about 4.50pm head to take bus and head home ya then maryati accompany us down..she so sweet...ya then took mrt home then now at home....overall today was great...but peoples if i have make your day not good I'm really sorry....ya tomorrow got N level oral hope everyone will do well ya jia yo everyone...lastly thanks maryati for inviting us to her sister birthday party....ya quite enjoyed....ok shall end....
moody everyday....why quiet peoples can't get everything....where are you when i need you the most especially the toughest moments....ya got to share this "no matter what problems you are facing or you are facing it alone you have to jia yo and preserve on"....i hate everything that is happening to me now....what should i do??? can you please tell me.....i hope things could be like before...how can things get back like before....??? please tell me.... i'm so confused.....??? miss those days.... hate myself.... why???
HAPPY BRTHDAY TO MARYATI'S YOUNGER SISTER!!!
hope she will have a lovely day today....
ya back to post again.cause trying to post more but i cant' promise i can everyday post ya sorry. ya today was GB company outing and its our second last meeting before ROD. ya then we have roll call then devotion but i was late for roll call. then about 9.30am then the bus came then we head up the bus and head to botanic garden. and the weather was not very good but after we pray to god the weather was slightly better. praise the LORD. me and Dora was in the same group and then we head to our venue and then also we waited there for about 2hours and keep scaring ourselves cause we must hide but every time we hide the squad can't find up then when about 12.30pm then two group started coming. then the weather again not very good but we have not choice to leave the area and get back to the meeting point but then the bus can't come yet so me and Dora went to find our squad and have picnic there and about 2pm then we leave the place ya then head back in school at about 2.30pm then have some question checking and prize giving then when to have welfare meeting ya then head home. overall the outing was ok. but i did not did much I'm sorry. and my mood today was not very good too then also very tired. haiish. actually suppose to have flag day instead of outing but got excuse and i also quite like the outing. lately have church maybe will be back to post.anyway ya that's about half of my day gone. ya on my way home i saw all the primary five pupils from the primary school if i'm not wrong they are going to watch the national parade. haha hope i can go too. ok i shall stop.
back from church.the concert was the best one in my life..super duper great..sad that those who miss it...really it was really indeed wonderful...my best idols/band is nubian gents....now their my best idol...haha...indeed great and i really means great...enjoyed it...i hope there will be more coming...really enjoyed it...its really great and marvelous....ok shall stop here but i will try to post more if i can....
i hate being quiet. hope i can be more active??? but how?? i also hate being lonely or left out=(
readers please tagged if can...if not then nvm...hope your can tagged...
where are you when i want to see you??? what should i do, i keep thinking of you and you always appear in my mind??? i hate this kind of feeling....feel like now i hate myself more....what should i do??? mood not very good every single day since last week...what can i do?? please tell me.....how??
back to post it have been such a long time that i never post le cause i was busy and hardly use computer so i hardly post and also like nothing to post so never post ya. please understand me. ya today lesson was nomal. but mood was terrible bad. sad that i saw my picture not in class photo is like should i buy or not and is like everyone so happy but me so sad picture not in the class photo. haiish. and also last year and i miss the chance. haiish. ya back to what i have to say ya and this few days quite tired. ya then after school meet for gb stuffs cause tomorrow got gb outing so ya then head home ya and ate my lunch then slept ya then tat's abt half of my day gone lo. sorry reader that the post might not be as good as last time cause i have nothing to post. tomorrow got gb outing and flag day but then we got excuse so we going outing but i just hope i will enjoyed the outing cause it's our second last meeting and it's our last outing in gb before our ROD. ya then now like quite miss gb if never go gb le. haha. ok shall stop.
sorry readers if i never post for very long means i have nothing to post or i'm busy but will try to post if i can.i miss him. i thought i have forgetten him le but now i'm like missing him badly.
First gb meeting in semester 2
haiish nthing much happen..when school for gb meeting...reach school at 8am for prayer meeting...ya then squad 4 tat means our squad on duty ya arrange the table....ya then go for roll call...then weather today was super great wan to sleep longer but cant nvm....anyway today gb meeting was so so la lovess it...play wolf and scissors, paper and stoen games quite fun...then still gt others unforms group meeting oso today....haiish...headache feel so giddy....everyday so moody....haiish....no one noe....even you...ok shall stop here....
mood nt tat gd tis few days...everything indeed changed....i wan back everything like before...haiish i miss the precious darling friendship terribly bad and i really means bad.....haiish i dun think it will be like before...haiish...i really miss my old darling... haiish i miss him too...why???everything bad always happen to me why???do he understand me???do you too???haiish now is like everyone treat my invisible...haiish.pek chek.stress.all this problems is making me crazy and i means badly crazy!!!haiish.everything is over my limit....haiish=(
people pls tagged if possble...ya thanks...
Feeling sleepily and missing you badly...and i mean badly!!!!
today school start at 10am..haha ya morning woke up at 6.30am then head to grandma hse then later abt 8.10am went to take a shower then head to meet buddy at her block there...ya then weather super duper hot la..then i still wear black....haha then head to school went to hall for assembly then at 10.30am we have recess..is like huh reach school for awhile jiu gt recess like so weird la..but nvm then eat abit then head to class ya oso saw alot of ppl late is like 30plus students late la...but some classes did nt have recess cos follow the timetable one...ya sad he dun have recess cannot see him..haha..but anyway head back to class then wait for mr lian to come ya then our class like alots of ppl nvr come like abt 11ppls nvr come and mr lian teach us new lesson ya abt the volume quite easy but abit confused...ya but manage to did it....ya then end school at 12.05pm is like we go school at 10am then for like 1-2hrs then go home le is like huh come school for jus 1-2hrs then go home so lame la....actually we quite good le no remedial class cos some sec 4 and 5 classes gt extra lesson during remedial class is like so poor thing but i think gt better cos u can like study more...ya haha...dun noe why suddenly in class feel so helpless and hopeless...feel like i hate myself more...i think bcos i think abt him too much le or always think tat i cant forget him and always think i will surely fail la.....haiish nvm will be better soon...ya....sorry buddy keep disturb you....ok im very tired shall stop here maybe at nite then post again if can...ya...
im so sad did nt see him today...i miss him badly and i means really bad...i dun noe shld i let go or carry on to like him is like very confusing???then i oso dun noe who can lend me a listening ear and is willing to listen....sad....feel very helpless and hopeless....then dun noe he is good guy or not...super duper confusing...then i really miss him till very badly and i means i really miss him... haiish im really very confused dun noe what shld i do next...haiish...see all the couples together so super duper envy them how i wish i and he was like those couples....envy...then wan to see him, he dun appear. dun wan see him he appear....then wan to forget him oso so hard everytime fail....how i wish now gt a guy who truly love me and who is willing to give me happiness forever and is willing to share all my sorrows with me....how i wish but i think its fat hope.....loving someone for a very long time is very hard to let go now..and loving someone secretly is oso very super duper painful inside and lastly when u heard them say i already like someone is like more hurt inside....but they dun noe how u feel cos is like they nvr experience it before...but when they experience it before is like they only say sorry,,,,and the next day they forget it le....haiish im confused who can help me...and is willing to listen to me....who noe how im feeling right now???
back to post ya went down for skating cos tmr must pass up the book le so now den rush see i so bad...haha ya reach home slept awhile until 5pm then at 5.30pm then when down to skate ya..ya now back so post lo...nothing much happen la...ok shall stop here...
haiish now i feel like giving up on myself....i now feel like im alone in this world is like im really totally alone and is like i wan someone to be with me wherever i am, especially i wan him...cos whatever i do now is like i just wan someone who can accompany me forever in life and stay by my side forever..i just wan him now....is like without him or someone by my side i feel so helpless and now i feel like crying....im really seriously feeling totally alone now and i means really now...wan to talk to him but if i talk or chat with him i cant stop and is like sometime talk to him he will ignore me....is like i very irritating meh??haiish i just hope tat i can be his or someone gurl right now.....haiish..then now like so many problems coming family, tis problems, studies and even cca is like totally too much stress le cant handle it by myself just hope he can help me...and hope someone is there for me too..hope someone can understand how im feeling right now....especially him hope he will get to noe me and understand me more when the time comes....and understand how im feeling right now....im really very envy those who is able to cope....how brave they are....i wish i was tat kind of person...hope he can encourage me and comfort me and give me a big hug now...i wan a shoulder to lean on and cry on can he lend me???wan to forget him so hard...i just wan to be with him forever and stay by his side forever...can i??think is fat hope right???haiish sad....
ya today was normal again...first was pe ya was fun but tired then later still have to climb 5 floor to our classroom so tiring la....first have maths lesson...ya mr gage did nt come school so everyone like sleeping ya...ya maths was interesting learn new chapter....ya then after school end went to eat then went to somewhere with buddy..ya wanted to go out but did nt cos dun feel like going...ya then when reach back talk to candy fren on the phone she so funny la and so long nvr talk to her in the phone that long le....ya then talk to buddy oso but for a while only....btw i dun noe whether he gt oral marx but anyway just wish him all the best and jia yo for all his exam ya...hope he will do well....ok shall stop...
so miss him....i wan a big hug from him now....sad i really want him and miss him badly...everyday surely saw him wan dun noe whether is fate or what....miss ya...why cant we be together...really very painful u noe loving u secretly....im missing him badly...even till now...when can i talk to him face to face and be together....sad everytime see him i will like u or miss u more deeply...u noe is very hard to forget someone who u love for a very long time..... and do u noe how im feeling now....
posting time ya everything was normal...today another grp of our classmates have oral hope they have done well..ya today went to pack gb storeroom abit sad cannot go home but anyway ya ok la...ya the slibing they all at home then i at grandma hse make them wait n they have to take cab back....sorry mei mei and di di....and mummy grandma n daddy sorry make ur worry....anyway everything was normal ya...ok shall stop..
darling cheer up everything will be fine soon..dun think too much..i will always be there for u..smile my sweet loving gurl..haha lovess..=)
THINGS WAS BACK TO NORMAL LE....
sorry did nt post for a couple day cos was no feeling gd by now back to post froma long "holiday" haha.nothing much happen today everything was normal...lesson was normal there was chapel and we have second recess...ya on chinese period we were suppose to read aloud but i did nt manage to read very smoothly but manage to read a paragraph smoothly only haha thanks ming yuan and kai ling for the help in my chinese..then recess and chapel was normal ya...ya then eoa we do practical and deco the eoa room ya...then after school went to eat then got i and some of our classmate had "N" level oral too....ya was accordly by the "N" level register number and i was the fifth haha...the oral was so so la....but i was too nervous and most of the words say wrongly ya but did manage to say it...ya overall it was not that difficult ya...then head to grandma hse then rest and have my dinner then rush home cos gt sometime to do...ya then now head back home lo then use comupter lo...but use computer for a while only later must study le....ok shall stop...today have time with darling she so funny and sweet...ya lovess her....I promise her to stay cheerful and dun think too much....thanks to her...lovess her...=)
ALL THE BEST TO ALL THE PUPILS WHO IS TAKING "O" & "N" LEVEL ORAL TMR...YA JIA YO!!!
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