to her ~ ya i gt to say this and the last time ya is my fault im sorry....i think i need a break for this problem and concentrate on my N level le.....ya is my fault who blame you first...i have be waken up but many of my close and loves one thanks i have think over le..ya i noe why le...ya maybe i must be patience....so wat u think or wat you say i wont be giving any comments le say wat you wan....im sorry tat i have push you or force you too much..ok for the time being we will just be normal fren and not think too much abt this problem and effect our studies....sorry i oso need peace, quiet and time to think abt it and change ya and if u are willing to be patience and wait its up to you i wont force you or blame you if u dun forgive me it;s alright i can understand ya ...anyway i will be fine soon...sorry if all my words have hurt you deeply...pls dun take it to your heart.....ok anyway both of us shld think through and give each other some time....ya tat's all i wanna tell you...i noe i have been too much im sorry deeply from the bottom of my heart ya....hope you can forget me and accept my apologise..ya sorry too tat i nvr get things cleraly then anyhoe blame you sorry...pls lead a happy life instead of a sad life...let it be a happy moments and precious moments for you....dun suffer bcos of this foolish problem...ya im sorry for a million time...sorry...let god do the rest for us....ok shall stop....
dun think too much concentrate on your studies first...when it's time to patch back it will surely happen....concentrate on your studies first forget all the hurtful things i have say..jus treat it as rubbish ok?? pls i hope u can do well for your examination and i believe you can do it..trust me....ya i have done my best but if u think i have nt just tell me...things will get better soon if you believe in that....ya....
Labels: just for you
things are nt getting better
today lesson was normal ya...ya cry again just dun noe why can control so just cry lo ya nt bcos wanna sabo you but is your own thinking ok....cry until gt sore throats sad but anyway thanks buddy dun need buy any honey drinks for me i will be better soon after a few days..ya did nt go recess cos no appetite ya...ya stomach pain better le...but was hurting this morning...ya...anyway ya things was nt any better...im still hurt ya..anyway i did nt blame anyone.. and i did nt even plan to blame you anymore...ya at the first place i did nt even blame you but just telling you so dun think the negative way pls......ya after school when eat lunch then head to somewhere ya margaret and ming yuan thanks for your company im much better dun worry abt me...ya shared all my sorrow with margaret and ming yuan and "someone" ya feeling better....thks...will be strong de...someone told me maybe is my expectation too high ya...she oso say maybe i have to be patience and carry on my journey but nt let this problems stop me...anyway i really wan to thank her for the listening ear...she have be a great help to me and her words are really helpful, meaningful and touching...hoping things will be better in a couple days time....sorry peoples if i have ignore you or vent my anger on you all in class today im sorry....pls understand me...thanks
to her ~ all i wan say is on my post entries le....i noe tat both of us are very hurt by the post entries but anyway i gt to say this i dun wish to hurt you anymore deeply....maybe wat i shld do now is to be myself and concentrate on my studies for N level cos it have been pass few days i did nt study cos of this problems and i even hardly comcetrate on my studies in class and even during lesson time le....ya i admit is my fault too...and i will listen to the "somebody" tat is willing to listen my sorrows who told me this "be patience"...i dun wish anyone will get hurt anymore hope things will be fine soon after all the apologise we both have made to one another...ya i noe we both have enough hurt le and even problems coming our way...so i dun wish to hurt anyone anymore all i can say is try to be myself from today on....maybe i shld nt blame you at the first cos if u think everything i do is wrong then say watever you wan...since we have be frens for 4 and the half year hope things will be fine soon and hope we can learn to forgive and forget....ya....i noe its hard to accept the facts but im facing it too so we all must be strong to carry on this journey and nt give up...i told you before must preserve on no matter wat....right? i noe you are hurt too i understand but im hurt oso..cos we are both facing the same problem..ya i will give you time to think abt it and i will be patience and think abt it too....but now you are nt at my side and no more your support le is like a have something tat is precious and i have kept for abt 5 years and now its gone its really very hard to accept but i have no choice but to face it myself or just keep in my heart forever......and i oso did nt say u r a failure fren to me....being with you is my best choice i nvr regret but now something crop up its really very hard to accept....ok i admit is my wild thinking again and i am the one who is lousy not you(i say myself de)...i have two choice to choose is neither i give up nor carry on to wait and be patience but my choice was carry on to wait and be patience so i hope i have make the correct choice....i hope it will nt disappoint me and you...ok tat's all i wan to say le anyway take care....be strong and preserve on....if this frenship is nt worth it what for i cry??...if you think i be with ming yuan is better then go ahead and think watever u wan...im sick now and im very tired too....and even gt many problem ahead to help to solve it...im really tired...
but if you think u need sometime to think abt it and rest then i will carry on to wait and no matter wat if u think its time to patch back then just tell me or give me a call i will always welcome you back to be my best fren de...i will nvr blame you again....or blame you for this problem....actually nvr blame u at all....is bcos i was really hurt tat time tat why i say all the hurting words....sorry...i wanna patch back with u de but u say dun care abt u so i dun dare to care abt you le if nt later u angry im really in trouble...sad....
ming yuan and someone ~ thks for the accompany and sharing all my problems with three of you is making me feeling better...thks but im trying to promise ur all ok i will be strong...i will change too but pls give me sometime....
mummy ~ thks for your comfort i will be strong and wont disappoint u and daddy de...i promise tat i will be strong....i will always pray to god for help de dun worry i will be fine soon...
~ if anyone gt arts nite tickets tat wanna sell pls tell me....thanks...
IM STRONG
BEING PATIENCE AND I WILL PRESERVE ON...
I DUN NOE WHO IS RIGHT OR WRONG???
(if anyone noe pls tell me)
Like wat someone told me this if one of us dun apologise or take a step then we will nvr patch anymore...its really hurt you noe...u are making me suffer each day....one fine day when im too over stress or sick maybe i will end up in the hospital.....pls dun come or what when bad things have started dun ever regretted cos maybe this is ur wish....wanna apologise to u and say sorry to u, u reject me...im sick and tired u noe....i have been waiting for the answer for abt 3 days....now you like things to be like this fine i have enough one day i will soon left this world and left you and nvr come back....everyone has it own limits.....you think la if u were me how will you feel..just bcos of this matter everything bad happen....do you think its unfair to me....nvm since u dun feel bad or guilty jus say whatever you wan... ya dun care then dun care im really very sick and tired le.....im ending in the hospital soon.....if u think this will make u feel better then let it be...since you seem so good with them then just be with them forever and forget this frenship bcos this frenship is wat u say dun care le...i hate it....yuo think now i still gt the mood to study...i jus dun wanna disappoint my "good" fren and family down but i think i will....forget it....maybe this is how u think of me long ago le.....yuo have really disappoint me.....you are no longer the "person" i noe......it hurt deeply.....just one fine day i will be dead forever...just hope tat day will come soon....just wish tat im nt ard anymore...i hate it....you dun undersatnd my feeling now....maybe its really time...to leave this world....im sick and tired of living...everyday hurt me more....without fail everyday i go home i will surely cry....i sick and tired le....amybe really me nt in your life you seem happy....ya im foolish and stubborn watever you think dun need to comfort me to work hard when time has come i will leave sooner...dun worry...wait till im nt in this class anymore dun cry or feel sad for me ...im dead.....now u rae happiest seeing me like this right then i will let u be happiest ok....ya yuo think dun care dun care evrything will be SOLVE then fine with me.....ok shall stop here....
but did you ever told me you are nt angry or wat???did you?? ya la you alwys think is your fault tat go ahead bah...you say dun care abt you so what if i die or nt you no need say until so gd ok....yuo dun even wanna talk to me...im try to be strong but what happen??? ya is all my fault....things will be bad when im there....im sick..i hate it....but did you ever told me tat u have forgive me and we are normal fren le did u??? i did nt show temoer or anything in msn but i was moody cant u just understand?? cant u....why u alwys think im saboing you....why??? did u ever told me things nicely??? did u??? everytime think is your fault fine .....just pretend tat you dun and forever nvr have a fren like me....i hate it....=( sorry mum and dad if i have make your sad sorry...and sorry ming yuan if i have make u cry so sorry=( if you think tat think shld be enemy tat whatever you say....btw ho i noe whether you have accept my apologies...? i msg you and call you u nvr answer or reply my msg and now you think everyone is blaming you but i have to say this now is nt you be blame is me...i noe u are angry but what did i did wrong tat u are like this??? why everyone is like picking on me now....you say u are angry then u noe how i feel when i say all the hurting words abt you...you noe i will always cry when i ever i hurt you, yuo noe....i noe im thick skin ya...all i noe i care abt me...you always think tat i wan die and go hospital but i have no choice you noe....i hate everything now...i aheb enough problems le sick and ever tired......every nite cant sleep well cant eat well cant study too im tired of living....if im wat u think then go ahead bah....im sorry if i have hurt you.....ya all i noe is die and hospital ya im a foolish you always think tat fine...ya now everyone is blaming me and leaving fine i will have nothing left.....watever you wan to take it to your heart go take bah and do yuo noe all you hurting words is stuck in my heart forever tat why i cry....im tired..=(sad
.i have to say this:
IM WRONG!!!!
IM FOOLISH AND STUBBORN!!!
IM THE BAD ONE NT YOU!!
TIRED OF LIVING!!!
HATE MY LIFE EVEN DEEPLY!!!
SICK AND TIRED LE!!!
YA PUSH ALL THE BLAME TO ME PLS!!!
YA U THINK WATEVER U WANNA SAY!!!
DUN CARE THEN DUN CARE LE!!
Labels: things dun seem to get better
the old amanda is gone & dead nvr will be coming back again.....
today everything is like normal school day ya lesson all are normal ya...but think cry until gt sore throats ya thanks buddy but dun need buy for me honey la....i will be fine soon...sad gt stomach pain very long le...haiish=( nvm bare with it....to her ~ ya i noe how u are feeling right now but if u think i shld nt care abt you anymore then i gt to say this from now on i will nvr write letter nor care abt you nor sms you nor call you....but if u think u have too much problems u can always ask god and seek help from him ya...i noe u have problems too but did u noe how many problems i have too...im sick and tired of everything le but if u think tat is the way you wan things to turn out i really got nothing to say cos if i carry on to live in this world there will be more troubles....so i dun wish...fine if u find me irritating and when even when i call you yestersday u dun even wan to answer my call im fine...maybe without me in your life things will be better.....ya im foolish and stupid all i noe is die right but even if i die you no need cry nor feel pressure cos maybe this frenship have hurt you alot so i can say if u think i shld nt care abt you anymore then u oso dun need to care abt me le whether i die or live is all my problems no need feel sad for such a foolish person like me...if there is fate and there is chance maybe we will patch back but if nt then forever will nvr....fine if u think u need to think abt it i give u time and i oso hope things will be fine soon for us....i cry because it really hurt alot inside my heart and i hope i cry i will feel better but you are thinking i cry to sabo you fine i gt nthing to say.....you always think tat u hurt more but im telling u now i think i hurt more then u do....whenever u always say dun care abt you did u ever think of me i wan to show care and concern yet u reject me fine if all this is wat u wan in life from now on i will grant it and i will nvr bother u nor care abt you anymore...
dun worry the old amanda you noe is dead in this world...dun worry she will nvr find you nor disturb you from today on....and i oso gt to say this i nvr thought of quarreling with you but is all your thinking....the post entry is just to tell you not hurt you cos i hardly have time to talk to you so i post instead but if u think in the negative way i really got nothing to say...maybe the fate for me is nt to be in this class and this world...ya im so foolish but did u ever thought how im feeling right now...you noe yesterday when i call you at 8pm no one answer i am really panic you noe i call u so many times but not ones time u answer me...you noe now i feel like a bad fren is like everyone dun even wan to talk to me nor check clearly first and anyhow blame me...
ya im admit is part of my fault too but if u really treasure this precious frenship of ours you will nvr treat me like this...... and if u wan to patch back tis frenship of ours you will answer my call and talk to each other face to face but you seem to be escaping from this problems..but i dun think you will...im saying this cos im having loads of problems right now...and no one understand how i feel....
im really sick and tired i dun wish it will effect my studies but it seem to be....ok lo...i have enough..but when u think its the right time and feel tat we shld patch up then you just tell me i wont blame u and if i feel tat its time too then i will tell you...ok...maybe its the fate tat i shld nt have any fren and hurt them le maybe i shld be alone from now on?? sad....im confused i really dun noe who is wrong or right??? but anyway it was all my great time tat i have with you for 3 and the half year..really lovess all this time i have together with you...ya...so i hope things wil be better soon..i really hope the time can go back s things will be fine soon...i hope this was a dreams instead of the fate....anyway im sorry if i have hurt you but pls dun get the wrong thinking...jus sharing all my sorrows out ya...sorry for everything...
putting a smile everyday
learn to forgive and forget
trying to stay happy
wont be happy and smiling like before but if she is smiling she will be just putting a fake smile on...
and she is gone means gone nvr ever ever will be back.......
promise wont say die again (if i say scold me ok)
i will try not to say die le but if frens your heard me say die must scold me or wake me up...ya i allow your....and im a new person that have just come into this world...
if you wan go arts nite go lo dun becasue of the stupid and lousy amanda tat make u change your mind...
thanks everyone for your concern ya...
thanks mum for your comforting words ya...sorry if i make u worry and sad for me sorry mum but i promise tat i will be strong and change into a better person to make u feel happy...mum your the best and thanks for the listening ear....=) i will listen to you de.....promise....
IM STRONG!!!!
IM A NEW PERSON NOW!!!
I ADMIT IS MY FAULT TOO!!!
Labels: something crop up
yesterday ya went to white sands to have dinner then want walk then head to aunt hse to take something then head home....when reach home quickly do my secret things ya do until quite late and den abt 10.30pm then bath so late la...then pack my bag to make it lightly and then the secret things was done then head to bed then i give her le hope she like it ya...abt 1.30am then sleep sad ya....ok shall stop here...
1st Day of Term 3
today went to school..ya school was so so la..haha able to see all my dear friends le so miss them during the holiday haha finally but now i miss holiday mood so much...haha lesson was as normal...first was maths did a worksheet on radius , circumference, arc and so on...ya quite easy la but must rmb the formula..ya did nt do finish ya leave a few question cause some dun noe how to do...ya then later gt eoa lesson ya went to the eoa room cause our class is suppose to decorated the eoa room like an office ya...we were given two weeks to finish it...ya then next period was english..we were doing some reading abt a new tat have recently happen ya...then we are suppose to do it and hand up by tmr (think so)...ya then we have recess then after recess we have cpa but did nt do much thing we watch a video abt database management then we have to do a worksheet ya quite thick but did nt do much ya...then at 12.40pm went home ya...walk to mrt station with kimberly ya then i head home ya...then went to buy burger king for lunch ya then head home lo....ya
today i was really terribly sad i was crying in class...maybe cause i feel left out...is nt i always pick on you and wan to quarrel with you but is tat i feel tat i just wan to improve our friendship better but it seem tat i hardly tok you le...i wanted to change into a better person and treat you better but i hardly have a chance now...i just dun noe what have happen to me or this friendship of us become like this??? whenever i give others a chance to talk to you i will feel terribly hurt but when i dun give others a chance ppl might think im selfish as your think but honestly i wan to change into a better person to prove to you but now is like i hardly get a chance...is like the old is gone and the new has come....i really dun noe what to do??? but do you feel how hurt im right now???? i dun noe whether i have make the right choice or nt??? maybe is my wild thinking....but i just can feel like there is a deep wound in my heart tat needs to be cure by only one person tat can cure it and tat is you....can we just be best sister from now on and promise nt to quarrel again??? can we?? all my mind now thinking is maybe is time for me to left this world le...maybe i got to go le and i shld nt be exist in this world...i really have changed tat i learn to think postively but is nt i wan to think negatively but is just tat i can feel tat hurt and feel tat is happening to me right now......i just hope i really hope i can have a TRUE fren and tat is you but are you willing to be my TRUEFUL best sister???? can we?? i am nt blaming you or scold you is just tat i feeling terribly hurt in my heart tat i must spilt all my sorrows out.....because it really hurt alot but only you can cure it....
darling ~ im sorry if its my fault but is just tat it really hury deeply and i have no one to tok or share my problems with so i have to spilt it all out ya sorry not blaming you...and i oso dun wish to lost a very precious sister like you....pls dun leave my alone to solve my problems pls....stay by my side....and hope you like the present ta i give you.....loves ya...=)
buddy ~thanks for the encourgement and thks for the company and comfort...thanks so much buddy...lovess ya too...=)
IM DEAD IN THE INSIDE!!!
feel like crying now....
a gurl who is terribly hurt....=(
IM SORRY!!! PLS FORGIVE ME PLS...!!!
SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A LOUSY FREN!!! SORRY!!
back for posting ya play com for very very long ya then mummy brought back dinner then have dinner ya then the hse agents came to see our hse ya..then later at 9pm do my homework and write letter ya...then pack bag then now using com but i will be sleeping soon ya..shall stop here try to post tmr if i can...
[ya i gt to say this fight for your right when u are right and admit when u are wrong....fine i dun mind ur hurting words but it really hurt me alot and i cry for the whole afternoon do u noe and i noe is my fault too ya i admit is my fault too but when i wanna tell u or explain to u did u ever give me a chance too explain to u before hurting me with ur hurting words and blaming me tat im scold or saying you??? is nt i wan to blame u or say u but i feel tat the wound im having right now is getting deeply and deeply so if it get even deeply pls dun stop me.....cos its over my limit....ya i admit is my fault at the first place...ya if u think im the one who is starting this problems and causing it jus say so....ya everytime we quarrel is surely my fault cos is no one fault already so jus put all the fault to me cause im the devil who is hurting and causing everything to get worse...fine i really gt nothing to say...maybe u think we be normal friends is better then best fren ok fine i will grant ur wish....watever u think im a bad or lousy fren jus say or post in ur blog...cause maybe tat the best way for u to feel better....ya i noe i have attitude problems but did u ever help me or encourage me or comfort me or tell me??? did u? i wan to change into a better person did u encourage me and support me??? i noe all i have say has hurt u but did anyone spare a thought for me??? im confused??? who can help me?? i hope things will get back to normal soon but im sure it will nvr ever cos.....]
ming yuan, ya lan, kai ping ~ thanks for all of ur comfort and encouragement ya i will try to cheer up de...ya pray to god for help thanks guys...thanks for the listening ear too...will always rmb it for life...thanks guys...=) thanks guys lovess ya...
cousin ~ thks for the encourgement and comfort ya feeling much better le...haha nvr thought tat u also will comforted ppl de haha thks i will cheer up de ya....i will try nt to be an emo le...thks so much...=)
I WILL BE STRONG FOR YOUR SAKE!!!
I ADMIT IS PART OF MY FAULT TOO!!!
FEELING SLIGHTY BETTER LE!!!
THANKS EVERYONE!!!
LOVESS YA GUYS!!!
Labels: school reopen
1 more day to school reopen!!! gonna miss holiday mood...
today woke up at 9.58am cause wanna go church because yesterday nvr go for youth service so turn up for adult service today ya...ya the speaker was funny and the sermon was ok ok la...quite enjoy it...ya the worship oso quite nice..ya end at 1.20pm then went eat lunch together with my mum and dad cell members ya...before we go there went home first cause daddy wanna take his medicine ya...then head to Loyang pt to have lunch ya...then walk walk at sheng song...ya then head home lo...tmr school reopen le have nt pack my school bag but i will be packing soon ya...the after tat do my secret things and do my last hrs of roller blade ya cant wait for it to end haha...school reopen le i gonna be quite busy everyday cause maybe most of the time will be spending on studying le cant play le must be more serious le...3 months away from our N level....one words im gonna have stress soon...sad will i be able to cope with it???very scare...ya ok shall end maybe later going out will try to be back to post if can...ya
Labels: 1 more day to school reopen
CLASS CIP AT PASIR RIS PARK!!!!!
today got CIP at pasir ris park woke up at 7.30am den start preparing ya.abt 7.40am left the house then reach the MRT station at 7.50am ya then they were nt there yet but saw some of our classmates reach le then after that Mr James Lim arrive ya so waiten for the rest of them then we head to pasir ris park to start our CIP but only almost half the class went only ya...then we the girls walk very slow haha...lols..ya then when we reach the beach we each took a plastic bag and a plastic hand glove ya then we started picking...the beach was really indeed very dirty...ya we are suppose to pick litter for two beaches ya but some of them were resting but me and kai ling carry on to pick the litters for the other beach but we did rest abit....ya we only pick abit cos we are very tired le so we stop doing....ya at abt 10am we were dismiss but before we were off to our destation we have a debrief ya....i learn them we should not anyhow throw our rubbish cos the cleaner will have terrible hard time to clean it...ya then me and kai ling went to white sands to have our lunch plus breakfast ya....darling they all oso go white sands to have their lunch ya saw them, they have KFC for their lunch and we have canvana..ya then when we are done we went to find them and say bye to them ya...then i and kai ling went to fairprice to take a walk ya then we all head home.ya then when reach home rest for a while then start my roller blade at 12.45pm then at 1.30pm i rest for a while then started roller blading again...ya while i was roller blading i thought of this "love the guy that love you deeply but not the guy that hurt you deeply, don't care about you and who is unfaithful to you" ya...wan to share this message with all of you so i hope u will get what i means...ya now im back home from my roller blading...yepp left 1 hrs so that im done with my 20hrs of roller blading ya....i can finally rest soon....yepp....haha sad did nt go church today cos sis gt project to do so i did nt go cos i dun like being alone haha but it was a very last minute thing....sorry for the very long post...haha...ya ok haiish today im still nt happiest why??? if any of you noe why im nt happy can tag me cos i really dun noe what have really happen to me???? anyway today de CIP was quite fun but was tiring and was a new experience and learning experience...and the roller blading was great to but roller blade until my legs is hurt now....ok shall stop here...
~monday school reopen le im really missing holiday mood now....sad..and my stressful period is starting soon....haiish sigh..
~mummy~thanks for being such a great mother to us...thanks for everything that you have done...you are indeed a great mum because you rather care about us then yourself....im really very very thankful to have such a wonderful mum that i have forever and ever no one can replace her!!! thanks mummy i love you mucks =)
~sok yen ~ hope you are feeling better now...i hope i can help you...cheer up smile and stay happy gurl.....=) maybe you can share your problems and sorrows with me if you want...i will always be there for you even though we are not very close friends...=)
~darling ~ cheer up my dearest darling...maybe its just a misunderstanding....i really hope you will be happy cause if you are sad im sad too....you can always share your sorrows and problems with me..and sorry that i make you feel left out today sorry darling...anyway oso dun be sad im sure your ah ma will be fine soon de...i will pray for your ah ma de....smile gurl.....=)
Labels: class CIP at pasir ris park
ORIENTATION AT NEW SCHOOL SITE!!
today woke up at 6.30am and start to prepared for school orientation today and daddy fetch me to school and mummy was in the car too but my slibing never go grandma house cos they were sleeping very soundly so mum didn't wan to wake them up.ya then reach school meet darling at school gate but they were later haha.ya den head to our class.ya then the orientation started ya.the whole school were waiting for the students to come back because some of them went to the old school and must walk back to the new school site so we are waiting for them to be back and we cheer them on ya.then the programs started ya.then later we went up to the hall for singaparation then we were all thought how to make paper crate and it was fun ya.then we head to view the chapel room ya it was cold,nice and big ya.then we head to our classroom to have class contact time ya.then we head to hall again.then we have a game is like a clue game ya.then later we have recess and at 11.30am we can go home le ya.then we head home.and went home to take a bath and wait for darling de call but it was ya lan who call me.ya confirm they are going to vivo..haiish i wanted to go but i will feel left out and alone so i did nt go...but i feel very bored and sad at home i just dun noe whether i have make the right choice...ya..and that time i was really feeling sad and hurt but there is no one to share my problems with...terrible sad i just dun noe why??? who will noe how i feel and who is there for me????
~ saw him but i did nt feel any happiest..... why? but sometime i wan to see you, you dun appear in front of me but when i dun wan to see you, you appear in front of me... why? i just wanna tok to you but will he give me a chance to tok to him??? i dun feel any anxious today when i saw you....but why sometime i will feel terrible hurt??? i dun noe shld i hate you even more or shld i carry on to like you even deeply......=( im terrible hurt do you even still care abt me and do you noe?? do you ever ask me how im feeling right now?? I just feel like crying at this moments but....... ~
A gurl who is TERRIBLY HURT, MOODY AND SAD !!! =(
A gurl who feel like crying too!!! =(
I'm terribly hurt but dun noe why?? nt bcos of frenship but i think something else or maybe moodswing???
Labels: terrible day
woke up at 1pm sad haiish tomorrow going school le how am i going to wake up early...sian now i so miss school holiday...sian going back to schoool now i feel so sad.ya later going to do roller blading ya..hope will be fun ya...we went at 3.45pm to 6pm ya quite fun sis came down n join us then went back and we race ya then i win cos my blading have improve ya yepp happy then later sis came down again ya then i win again then we roller blade for many round ya.then oso verse di di...ya i roller blade 10 round di di cycle 10 round ya..was fun but tiring..then something happen but it was settle soon.ya i fell down many times haiish...but was great..ya then dinner,sister went to buy..ya have hor fun for dinner...ya sister and di di have fried rice and mei mei gt bee hoon ya...then watch TV and do some housework...ya then online and post lo but maybe for a while only ya..ok shall stop...sian tmr going school i dun feel like going...and gonna miss holiday mood le...sian...i feel like dying now...sian diao..
darling~cheer up your ah ma will be fine soon de will pray for her de...ya
sok yen~hope you are feeling much better...ya smile and cheer up gurl...=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GERRIE (stephanie)!!!
Labels: left 3 days to school reopen
went out with darling, kai ping and ya lan.woke up at 7.15am cause going grandma house ya..then when we reach there took a nap until 10am..grandma woke me up and bought breakfast for me ya thanks grandma lovess you so much.then cant finish share with grandma.then later went to take shower and start to prepare cause meeting darling at 12pm ya.then reach there early darling not yet there so wait for her n later she came we head to popular to buy something then to the post office and head to mrt station.first we went cine to buy something.ya i bought a flat shoes abt 20bucks ya.then went walk walk cause darling want to buy something..ya then quickly head to lucky plaza cause darling want to take her spect then head to this fashion see see but never buy and me and darling saw one dress very nice maybe buying for arts nite.ya.then something happen on the way to the mrt station haha..can tell your it's a secret ya..haha lols.then head to tampines to meet ya lan and kai ping then have our lunch at yoshiyona there ya then went with darling to change her stuff then head to buy something then walk walk for a while then head to ikea buy things and see see ya.then bought a photo frame cause want to do something.darling and kai ping buy pillow then ya lan never buy anything ya.then walk until very late then came back..abt 7.30pm den head back to grandma house.den went left grandma house le then later i rmb i did nt take my handphone so went back to take lo ya.that's a fun and enjoyable day for me by did not do my roller blade nvm tmr i will try to do 2 hrs..haha today was a fun n funny...but something happen haha really enjoy it hope will go out soon again.ya...shall stop here..
sok yen~cheer up im sure things will be fine soon..even though we are not so close but i really hope i can help and comfort you...so stay happy and smile gurl=)
darling~thanks for the things and the letter...lovess ya thanks like it alots..haha lols..=)
sad things is tat today times pass so fast so miss all the fun today...i think this is the best and precious time we even have so lovess it...i did nt disapoit myself...haha thanks all of them too for being so funny...lovess..
sad kinda miss mei mei now sad haha but hope she have fun at the chalet ya mei mei missing you now...=(
HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY TO ESTHER!!
may all her dreams come true and may god bless her too!!
Labels: out with darling yalan and kai ping
jus woke up at abt 12.30pm so late hehe.then have breakfast so finish came here to post lo ya.haiish later still gt to go roller blading hope i will enjoyed it lo.ok shall stop here try to be back and post if can....
back from my blading haha went for 2 hours.haha from 3.30pm to 5.30pm haha very tiring but was fun n fell down alots of time cos no balance...ya anyway today time really pass very fast..haha..now i left 5 hours more yepp...tat's great....after all the 14hours i hope i can rest le haha.omg ya not yet done my secret things for the "someone" haha...sad cos this few days and this week was quite busy cause i was doing my 14 hours of roller blading ya...hope can do finish by school reopen haha.ya now waiting for dinner to be back...ya mei mei went to her fren chalet haiish so good but going to miss her....haiish....haiish busy busy..then friday have to go back new school to view so tat we wont get lost when we go back on 25 june haha.ya..ya omg too my revision not yet started haiish so pek chek n stress...sian sch reopen im going miss my holiday le...sad...anyway im really going to miss all the fun cos when school reopen left 3 months to our 'N' level sad...haiish mus be more serious when school reopen le...haiish den this saturday got CIP for our class mus go so sian but anyway hope will have fun there lo...anyway shall end here...today was a great time for me but i was all alone n feeling boring today in the morning...haha...now got to rush so many things le haha...
tmr will be going out hope will have fun haha....finally the day tat i have waiting have come hope i wont disappoint myself hope will have fun...yepp..finally...=)
~haiish something happen..daddie BP very low and he is shiver now what should i do?haiish im really very sad for daddie...im such a lousy daughter to him i cant do anything to help him im so useless...wat should i do???? who understand how i feel...i think mummy oso very sad i really dun noe wat can i do to help her and daddie???? haiish hopeless miie....
~now daddie is back but he looks very weak..heard tat daddie almost fainted so scary...wat can i do to help him...im so lousy n useless...all i do is to do nothing but cry and i only pray ...is tat enough?? will god answer my prayer? will he? i hope so...=( hope daddie will be doing fine tmr...ya...mummy pls cheer up=)
thanks darling for the listening ear yours the best....=) haha thanks so much lovess!!
Labels: lonely n boring miie
woke up at 1.30pm so late right haha....ya then have breakfast n lunch together..ya nvr go grandma hse cos di di dun wan go but will go on wednesday ya.then abt 2.10pm sis let me use the com so now posting n online lo ya..but no one online so sad haha.ya later again have to go roller blading cos left 9hours more..sian lo...haha..but still have to do lo...anyway ok shall stop here try to be right back to post..
sweetie ~ cheer up gurl.. sorry i offline le so cant chat with u but why nt we can chat tonite lo ya.. what happen? can i help u.... can always share all ur problems and sorrows with me cos i really hope i can help u n i will always lend u my listening ear..
back have lunch at 3.30pm then went down for roller blading at the carpark at 4pm until 6pm to do my hours for nyaa.ya was tiring.almost fall down alot of time but i gt balance.haha.then now back do some housework like boiling water n washing n handing laundry and then back here to use com,online n post lo ya.ok shall stop here.
today woke up at 12pm.haiish wanted to go church today de but mummy n daddy nvr wake me n my slibing up so nvr go so sad=( den woke up have breakfast on the table it was nasi lemak.bought by mummy.ya thks but it dun taste good but we still finish it ya.abt 1.45pm mum n dad came back.den we prepare to go out.ya we went east coast to have our lunch n went east coast park to roller blade n cycle.ya something interesting happen but is a secret.haha and before we went to have our lunch we cant seen to find parking lots.ya then waiten until we gt.haha den abt 6.30pm we left the park n head to my aunty hse to get something but didn't manage to get it so head home n my sis, di di n me went roller blade at the basement carpark n abt 8.30pm we went up den later mum n dad came home bought us dinner ya.n it was delicious.thks mum n dad.ya my com was like siao siao one.then sis fix it.haha thks cos dad told her wan shld she do lo.anyway thks to both of them.ya lovess.
to my dad ~ thks for everything u have done for us n promise us. Although we are naughty sometime and make u angry but i hope u will forgive us from all our wrongs cos we will learn from our mistakes. Really sorry,daddy in my eyes your the best daddy i ever have in my whole entire life. Even though u r sometime fierce n scold us tat we dun like it but u r still our precious daddy. lovess ya...no matter wat...lovess ya...best n precious daddy..
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
And too all dad in the whorld ~ HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!!
Labels: father's day
woke up at 10.30am cos wan to roller blade.actually i told my mummy yesterday to wake me up at 9.30am but my dad wake me up but i did nt wake up cos very tired ya den woke up at 10.30am lo.ya den have breakfast den rest for a while den watch tv.and mei mei woke up at 9.30am cos of me..sorry make mei mei wait for me..sorry.but in the end still go roller blading with her and di di.haha at 12pm went roller blading.wanted to go pasir ris park but my roller blading so lousy cant go so pai seh...haha so went to our hse downstair n went down the carpark there to practice ya.practice for 2 hours then went up home but was fun,tiring n now i love roller blading n now using com n online lo haha oso fall down alots of time haha but enjoy it ya later going church try to be back n post...ok take care everyone...=)
sweetie/darling~sorry cant accompany but i really wan to pei u go but my mum dun let me go cos raining very heavy sorry sweetie/darling..nvm jus think tat im always by ur side wherever u go ok...dun worry god will always be with u too n protect u too.sorry darling/sweetie.miss ya.really worry abt u going alone.call me when u r back home ok...lovess ya n missing ya always...and oso cheer up darling/sweetie can always share ur problems n sorrow with me.i will always be there for u de no matter how busy im i will still be there for u de....smile gurl=)seeing u sad n seeing u hurt i really feel like crying..sorry cant help u much....really sorry...hope i will be there for u now....haiish now so guilty...haiish feel super bad now sorry darling...lovess ya...miss ya badly...
back from church ya haha.church was great haha but nt quite understand the sermon but anyway was great.ya then the church service end abt 6.30pm den head home n meet daddy,mummy,di di n mei mei at home then we went have dinner at downtown east there.at a restaurant called different taste cos tmr father's day so have our father's day celebration today lo...ya tasty ate quite alot haha will be fat soon when go back sch...haha lols.ya then went to have double chocolate n ice-cream n later went walk walk den head home so now using computer n online lo...ya ok shall end...anyway tmr is father's day like to wish all dad a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!! hope all the daddy will have a great day tmr...
Labels: tiring day
today was quite a boring day for me cos went grandma hse early in the morning n later slept for a while then went market with grandma,cousin and di di ya bought some things back n bought our breakfast ya.quite full cos quite big packet.haha den ate my breakfast den went to have my rest n slept until 12.30pm den woke up n watch tv n have my lunch.ya then after lunch then play with cousin then have my lovely rest again..haiish today so boring cos all i do is sleep n eat so sad...but worst thing is tat sch reopening next next week so cant wake up late le sad n oso scare cant wake up early haiish..den oso nt yet started studying so scary.....haiish oso gt the roller blade thingy the 14 hrs nt yet done.but done 1hours so left 13 more hours lo...den woke up at 6pm-7pm den have dinner then watch tv for a while then we make a move n left n head to my mum and dad the cell leader hse to pass him so cake cos my mum bought too much le..quite sweet of her.cos mum thought gt cell but in the end the cell leader gt sore throats so cant have cell.ya den head back home so now use com n online lo.ok shall end.
Labels: boring day for me
jus woke up at 12.30pm gosh im waking up later n later wonder went sch reopen how m i going to wake up at 6+am haiish.yesterday was really indeed fun n funny.enjoy it alots.dun noe wat can i do today...sian.but i think i going skating cos still gt 14 hours nt yet do so mus quickly do before sch reopen den oso do my secret things ya.ok shall stop here.will try to be back to post.
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back from my busy day haha ya today went roller blading n fall down alot of time cos purposely de cos dun noe how to stop,going up the slop,going up the hump n more ya tat why...ya....roller blade for 1hour only sad by tiring ya den went back home cos wan to swim but cant make up my mind.ya then later abt 5.30pm le den quite late le so nvr swim den at nite den swim.cos 6.30pm need to start preparing dinner for my slibing tat why....but then our dinner start quite late cos i started cooking the food very late so quite late den have dinner.ya we start dinner at abt 7.30pm so late haha but i start dinner at 8pm cos nt enough rice so cook again.ya then abt 9pm went for a swim with mei mei n di di but i did nt go cos feel so weird n dun feel like going for a swim so nvr go n abt 9.30pm came back n take a bath n watch incredible tale n now here to post lo ya.haha sian at home but left 1 week to sch sian 3 months to N level so sad cant enjoyed le.....hope can do better den mid year.....ya agree hoilday is really bored but good thing nvr go back sch cos need to wake up quite early haha.anyway take care everyone...ok shall stop here.
haha woke up n head to grandma hse n ate breakfast n do my secret stuff n later took a bath n have lunch n meet sweetie n best best fren n i reach there first den best best fren came n sweetie was late haha.den we head to orchand cos sweetie wan to make spect ya.first we went to cineplax n later den head to lucky plaza cos sweetie wanna make her spect.the place was like very hard to find.haha den head to far east there to eat burger king. ya den head to this fashion saw alot of clothing wanna buy haha den we try some clothes haha was fun but something embrassing happen to me haha wont tell u ppl.so funny haha.den we see the clothes until abt 2.50pm den we quickly leave the place and we rush to the mrt station cos i need to meet daddie cos need to accompany him to do his check-up ya.was late but did manage to reach the hospital in time haha quite alot of ppl but quite fast.but gt lots of things to do so check until 5pm den went to fetch mummy den head to grandma hse and i was tired n i vent my anger on everyone im sorry.haha.den later went to have my haircut haha.now i like regretted cutting my hair cos the guy cut ny hair tail off sad=( and now i dun like my hair n my hair dun seen to look like it have been cut sad.haiish.anyway today was a busy n fun day.the best outing i have gone out with sweetie n best best fren.hope will go again soon haha.really indeed was funny n great haha.lovess it.haha finally see sweetie n best best fren cos sch holiday miss them but now still miss them...but im sure i will be able to see them soon ya.really was great n fun.lovess ya.ok shall end.
Labels: out with sweetie n best best fren
jus woke up at 12pm so came to use com lo but in the afternoon will be quite busy cos need to do something important.ya.haiish left 1 week le n sch going to reopen n i have nt started preparing my N level.sad.but will try to start studying next week ya cos when sch reopen left 3 months to N level n its another stress period.sad.haiish.shall end we will be back to post at nite. ~UPDATED~
nthing much happen but i was quite busy doing my stuff haha.secret stuff haha.den i have lunch mei mei bought lunch back for all of us it is shroom burger.den was quite busy doing my stuff so the times like pass very fast haha nt yet done sad.trying to rush tis secret stuff haha but wanna give but nt yet done sad but will try to do it by tis week.ya den dinner wanna cook nvr take out the frozen foods so cant cook.sad den jie jie bought back dinner i have zinger student meal n mei mei have shroom burger again jie jie gt the new student meal n di di gt the mcspicy meal.ya tat is out dinner then after dinner try to quickly rush the stuff but still nt yet done but anyway i will try to do by tis week cos next week mus try to start studying some N level thingy le.ok shall end cos need to rush my thingy le.
Labels: a busy day
haha today woke up at abt 10am cos going out today.then abt 10.45am went to take a shower den later jie woke up.den when out fr bath do my things until 12pm then start to prepare cos 1pm mus reach there but was late.lols den my another cousin nt yet reach but the other one reach le haha.we went to MS to eat seoul garden.haha.it was really tasty n full.ate many things n ate desserts too n even saw our sch ppls at seoul garden too express de same level as me.haha but nvr say hi to them cos dun really noe them.ya then later we walk walk at MS n later play hide-n-seek there cos cousin wanna play haha.was fun.haha me n my other cousin pair up n my sis n other cousin pair.first was my team to find them we search the whole level 2 but cant find cos they were hiding at the GV the seating area there.ya so lame haha.lols.den is their turn haha they cant find us cos we hide somewhere secret haha cos we were hiding at the alley to a hotel lols..den later our turn again den we can find them haha they hide at the JL at level 1 there.ya den we nvr play le cos cousin wanna buy arts material so we went to PS den after tat we went to eat ice-cream pie at BK.then we go home n meet my mum, dad, mei mei n di di at home n make our way to downtown east to eat sub way n later walk walk then now back to use com lo ya.yupp today was indeed a busy but fun day we have together cos so long nvr have tis kind of fun time together le ok shall end.
~haiish sad cos ask my mum can i buy "shoes" she dun let me den now how?im jus so hurt!!!why everytime i ask her can buy things she always say cannot....why?sad n hurt=(how?
Labels: outing with cousin n sis
back to post yupp jus woke up but later going to grandma hse haha.sad nvr go church today cos woke up late today.but will try to go next time.yupp ok shall end.
sweetie~cheer up=) dun bcos of them hurt ur feeling.jus ignored them.ok smile gurl=)
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back from grandma hse haha it was like so bored there nthing to do i kept on playing my phone haha.everyone who went there was like super bored haha.something happen mei mei broke my hairband sad i was like so angry with her bcos both of my hairband broke le no more to wear le but at abt 5pm-6pm went to amk hub haha.at abt 6+pm went to the foodcourt to eat haha there gt so many ppls but manage to find a seat den we order out food den later we went walk walk n bought many things i bought my hairband n oso bought subway cookies it taste great den later went to fairprice extra to buy things haha oso alot of ppl.den we saw an ice-cream tat is on offer buy one get one free den we n all our cousin bought den no more le haha.then after tat we oso bought many things la then head home haha.so now using com lo.haha was great time tat we all have fun together haha.seen tat all of us like the place haha hope to go there again.=)tmr going out with cousin to eat seoul garden hope have fun lo.ok shall end here.
back to post.today nothing much happen cos jus woke up.haha woke up at abt 12pm then eat my breakfast plus lunch haha so came to use com.ya later going church.ok i shall end here.
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back fr church n a wake tat i have attend.ya today sermon n worship was great.yupp.today speaker was a pastor fr the adult service.ya haha but his words tat he has spoken to us was great.den after church rush to bugis there cos out church are separated in area n cell yupp.our area the leader's dad had jus pass away.he pass away on thursday so we as his area members went to attend his dad funeral ya.at the funeral it was really scary n really sad.his son our area leader created a poem for his dad it was really touching i almost cry.sad really sad for them.it's really very sad.actually before we came to the wake we have nt eaten our dinner cos we have to reach the wake by 7.30pm was abit late la.den when we were on the way we all are like running there haha.but anyway really very sad to heard abt tis news.sad.but i hope their familly will still stay happy n take care bcos im sure their dad is in heaven with god so i hope there familly will cheer up seeing them all so sad i really feel like crying too.at the wake there was a short service den after the service we have refreshment but did nt eat cos very sad n scary so after the wake we took mrt back n meet daddy they all at mac cos me have nt eaten den after eaten our dinner so back here to post.
haha today was a fun day.today woke up n head to grandma hse den sleep for awhile till 10+am den went to market with aunt, di di and cousin den grandma went to see doctor.we brought our breakfast back n ate our breakfast n watch tv till it abt 11am-12pm till we all started bathing n preparing bcos we will be going out today.den grandma arrive home den we were like all ready so we head to take bus to aljunied mrt station cos mei mei have school so we all wait for her at the mrt station yupp.den we keep give her calls cos she have nt yet reach the mrt so later when she reach le we head to take the mrt train to orchand cos we are already quite late le den sis msg me she say maybe we will be taking the same mrt train yupp den when we change to city hall there we saw sis den we quickly make our way to orchand den saw my another aunt, her children n my mum haha we were late so sorry.den we head to wisma atrim to have our lunch at sakae sushi yupp.we have a super tasty lunch.it really make me full.haha we have fun there den later we head to takashimaya to shop haha.there is a op sale at takashimaya.haha wanna buy a skirt but mummy say too short so sad but i agree with mummy is really too short haha so nvr bought but sis bought a 3/4 pant den we head to the guys section cos we wanna buy father's day present.haha we bought a shirt n a pant it cost us abt 50plus den aunt bought a tie.haha while we were buying things the rest was all at the children section so later we found each others den we all head to the ground level to buy our foods bcos all were hungry.haha we bought many things like doughnut,popcorn,durian pancakes,bread n more.haha grandma bought for all of us durian pancake it really taste delicous thanks grandma i lovess you sooooo much thanks it really taste great thanks.den i oso saw many school ppls they r all mostly express ppls wearing school uniform.haha wonder why all of them head to orchand haha maybe cos today is the last day of remedial classes tat why they came to orchand to enjoyed.haha dun noe whether gt see him marx.then while we were resting at the seating area aunt went to buy thing with her child den later we head to buy breads n cakes cos there r coupon n discount den after buying the cakes n breads we all went home.aunt brought grandma to take a cab cos she was very tired.den we n my another aunt n her children we take mrt home together but we go separated way haha den we meet my daddy at white sands to have our dinner yupp.then we walk walk den head home so now came to use com.haha o ya today was indeed a great n fun time we have together really enjoyed it hope there will be more soon.thanks mum for the meal n things we all bought thanks lovess you too.thanks for bringing us out today thanks.oso wanna thanks my two aunt n mummy for planning the outing for us too thanks we really enjoyed it.haha thanks grandma for the durian pancake it really taste nice thanks lovess her=)thanks=)so sad the shopping so fast end le sad=(ok shall end......
Labels: a day of shopping
haha today did nt go grandma hse sad but tmr will be going. haha jus woke up so came to post lo haha.wonder wat will i be doing today...sian...hope times pass faster...haha have nt eaten breakfast haha....ok shall post again later....
sweetie~cheer up=) i noe how u r feeling now....but dun bcos of them spoil ur mood im sure u will be able to help ur ah ma de...dun worry too much i will pray for her de.....cheer up=) i will always be there for u no matter wat....n i will always lend a listening ear to u de.....smile gurl....=) can chat with me or tag my blog de.....no matter wat i will always face the problems with u....SMILE=)
haha today was nt quite a boring day bcos i did quite much things like helping my mother to fold the laundry n wash the laundry haha den oso boil water haha den watch tv until abt 6.30pm then bath then make our way to white sands to have our dinner at KFC haha den now came back so came n use com haha.haha at KFC my sis they keep laughing so funny....bcos we wanna take my mei mei de zinger den i go quene i so silly den oso di di de chicken red red den we oso go quene den my big sis sitting there say we shld nt quene so silly of us haha.den we no tissue then we oso go quene so silly of us haha...ok shall end tat the whole day i spend doing.i nvr waste today........haha
today went to grandma hse again.first thing in the morning woke up at abt 7-7.30am at home den make our way to grandma hse den did nt sleep bcos yesterday already sleep 2 times den yesterday night cant sleep well.sad.haha.then when reach grandma hse nvr do anything but watch tv lo den grandma,di di and cousin went market did nt follow bcos was like so tired but cant sleep haiish den they came back den grandma brought breakfast for me den a while den watch show den felt alseep le den woke up at abt 1pm+ den eat lunch den watch tv den abt 4.30pm den sleep agian.later abt 6.30pm woke up den eat dinner den head home den now using com lo n post lo.sad another day gone but nvr do anything sad to say.wat can i do at home..im jus so BORED everyday!!!how can i make my holiday a better one....=(
back fr grandma hse haha today at grandma hse nothing to do. in the morning went to her hse nthing to do but only sleep until 12 going to 1 den eat lunch den rest for a while den sleep again until 6 going 7pm den now at home so online lo.im so bored no one online!!!!!im so bored at home!!!!who can tok to me???who can chat with me???who can go out with me???who???
Labels: bored day
hello back to post yupp jus woke up haha bcos yesterday sleep very late so now den woke up. haha so came to post lo haha.almost half a day gt n i jus woke up sad to say haha.ok tata will post again later.
back fr cleaning my hse de toliet.haha so tiring but now is clean im glad.haha jus now have yong tou foo for lunch daddy prepare for us haha thanks daddy lovess it.sorry daddy u sick still make for us so sorry but anyway the yong tou foo lunch was great n taste great bcos gt daddy' loves thanks daddy so much lovess u. haiish daddy sick, mummy oso sick i hope they will get well soon. yupp. tat's all so back to play com lo.haha.maybe will post again later.
im so bored at home i dun noe wat can i do?sad=(who can tok to me ok chat with me.im dying bcos im so BORED!!!! im really bored,talk to them all dun care me im so sad haiish.why?im so bored no one care den if i die oso no one care im so sad n bored....=( hurt =( who wil be there for me? will you? all i can say now is im really bored!!!!
back fr mopping n sweeping the floor haha bcos im so bored so i do hsewk lo see im so lame haha lols. haha im so bored today i really gt nthing to do im so SIAN at home.haha tmr going grandma hse oso gt nthing to do.sian. haiish.im really bored at home. wanna go out with frens but all nt free. sian. haiish. sad or me again=(
back fr white sands haha went to buy dinner back for slibing. went with big sis haha. btw white sands the shopping mall really change alot haha.ok shall end gtg eat my dinner le now den eat dinner at 9pm so late right haha.lols=)
Labels: im bored
back fr aunt hse haha today have fun yupp BBQ at her hse haha.but nvr go swimming so miss it but today dun feel like going but see cousin go like so fun haha nvm will go swimming soon.i so miss swimming now.sad=(haha it was a great day today.haha now back so posting n online lo haha.did nt use com for whole day miss using com haha so now using so glad n great.the BBQ was great haha but nt full but nvm later they bring up food i eat second round so now quite full le haha.ok tat all i have today yupp tat's all for today tata will post again tmr.haha di di is back haha.great.now daddy is feeling better le tat's great.haha it was great haha lovess it so much.haha=)take care everyone=)lovess ya=)but aunt the other side cousins oso come haha.gt one girl they babysit very pretty n cute so love her.haha but did nt manage to tok to her sad.haha ok tata.
Labels: fun day
haha jus woke up so came to post lo haha have a good nite rest haha.actually nothing much happen bcos jus woke up haha but later in the afternoon got church haha finally can go church le soooo miss the worship haha.where is di di wondering is he doing fine in the camping...haha sooo miss him haha.now im so mad with my big sister everything i do oso mus give stupid n hurting comments.helping my sister solve her n her fren problem so tat they can patch up soon den she say why like so extra add in but im jus helping them oso gt wrong.cant she jus keep her comments to herself for once..im so mad with her!!!! all her comments is always like nt happy with wat im doing.so wat oso not her problems she care so much for wat,gt her problems is it? spoil my happy mood bcos of her stupid n hurting comments. im jus so angry n mad! now im in a very bad mood!!!! grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!=( shall end,later try to post when i get back.
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back fr church today worship n sermon wa quite good.the pastor very funny but abit sian haha the song for worship oso very nice bcos most of them i like de haha then church end so now came to post n online lo.the sermon was abt hearing god voice n keep praying nvr give up bcos the devil is stopping u so dun stop n preserve on no matter how long is it.jus give a call to mummy tat we r back den heard tat dearest daddy almost fainted outside the dialysis centre now mummy accompany daddy at dialysis hope daddy will be fine soon.poor daddy sad for him wat shld i do to help him.all i noe is to pray for him but hope god will answer my prayer.haha actually gt cell mtg de but nvr go bcos wanna go out with family tat why heard only three ppl go for cell mtg so poor things haha see me n jie so bad.lols.tmr going aunty hse hope will have fun.ok tata for now post again soon.now daddy is back he nt feeling well wat shld i do?den we cant go out daddy dun feel well sad how?=(
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back fr grandma hse.today when to her hse haha so bored at home so go her hse haha play with cousin,she very cute n naughty haha.today nothing much happen is jus tat now is my turn again to do hsewk at grandma hse aunt call me to do den earn 10 bucks jus by cleaning the hse n keeping the hse clean haha so fun but tiring hehe then after cleaning do my things n do something for someone special haha.den grandma call me to stop n rest but i carry on bcos i promise aunt to do it so i did it see i so guai haha im really bhb haha lols.then dinner time then eat dinner then head home so now at home lo haha.di di went camping at sentosa haha miss him haha wonder he can marx bcos its his first time camping haha hope he have fun there yupp.haha.nothing much happen jus tat im sooo tired today bcos yesterday accompany mummy stay up until 1 going to 2am bcos she gt work to do lo haha.see i so gd again accompany her i so bhb haha lols.ok shall end here ok tata for now.dearest mummy is sick she have a very very bad cough a few days ago now still nt yet recover wanna tell her take care drink more water have a early rest n get well soon=)lovess ya=)sweetie mus cheer up ok take care dun think so much ok=)lovess ya too=)
