BEFORE
today when to take results lo haha yupp quite gd but eng n chinese oso lousy..took my results at abt 8.30am.haha sian so came to post now,later gt flag day so sian n so hot have to wear gb full uniforms lo sad haha then do until 4-5pm yupp.saw many ppl came out fr sch hall but nvr saw HIM sad for me....now im really sad i really need U where r u???can u stay by my side forever yupp im hurt....ok gtg maybe back le then post lo.....im so SAD n HURT....when i tok to u,u like nt interested why?why mus u treat me like tis wat did i did WRONG?wat can i do to be with U?wat shld i do now im so sad...who will understand me?
AFTER
haha back fr flag day.we were allow 2 go fr kovan 2 sengkang so we went 2 lavender mrt then we went to bugis then after tat went to chinatown then back to gb centre.today flag day was like the more lousy among all the flag day i have taken part.sad for me n others.haha went home so came com can access to internet.yupp went downtown east 2 eat our dinner yupp then now back so posting...sorry so late post bcos com siao 1 internet sometime can use but sometime cant so irrtating..yupp sad so i will tell ur wat really happen to me..hope com will be fine soon....
SAD MOMENTS:
im jus so sad i msg darling she nvr reply so sad so later i msg her again then she say no money le i understand but i ask her before hand whether she wanna go out with me but she reply i cant go gt job training is like i wanna ask her out oso so difficult n today she go out n i dun noe anything..sad am i her really really BEST n TRUE fren?i feel like a SILLY fool is like im jus like a BALL kick here n there lo when they need me they jus come to me now dun need me kick me aside...am i a HUMAN or a BALL?n i oso dun really noe darling's probelms im jus a fool like me, keep me dun like me kick me aside why?did i did wrong?im jus so SAD r u there 4 me....atleast u SAD still gt so many ppls there for u when im SAD r u really there for me n do u understand the feeling i have RIGHT NOW?...i noe u dun....i dun noe whether shld i jus be ur normal fren or shld i be ur sweetie fren..?i jus feel tat so many ppls HATE ME!!!n even HE is nt there for me..n even when i wanna tell him my problems he is always offline..?why r u avoiding me?can i speak to u alone personailty?can i?i wanna be with U!!im so SAD n i even think of dying....why? now i so miss dearest darling mei mei...sad she go camp left me face my problems alone...frens i wanna tell ur all my probelms but is jus tat ur mostly r nt interested.....i really hope i can share all my probelms with ur...really hope there will be a TRUSTABLE fren there for me....sad i nvr tok to my family then my mummy ask i jus dun noe how to tell them or explain to them n now like so many problem: gt friendship probelms,family probelms n even money probelms....why how can i help?im jus so tired of tis n even tired of living on.... A question WAT IS A TRUE FREN LIKE????maybe im nt suitable to be ur fren n i rather die then i create more troubles....i jus wanna ask u tis question "did u even treat me like a TRUE n BEST fren or did u jus treat me like a BALL?I jus wanna noe the answer...im jus so extra in everytihing....everytime im there u r always so upset n moody so wat for shld i be in tis world?im so DEAD now do u understand how i feel jus now??u dun right....who even understand me?how can i trust u?are u always interested in all the things i say?all i can say now is i really dun noe wat shld i do?shld i continue to be ur fren or shld i leave u...?wat shld i do???I REALLY HAVE ENOUGH OF IT!!ONE PROBLEMS AFTER THE OTHER..!!!but i dun really wanna lost tis friendship....SAD!!=(
