haha now at temasek poly so came 2 post lo...today e course very fun mayb will be interested in tis course lo..haha i dun noe y today so sad but i will updated when i get home ok...gtg
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haha back fr temasek poly haha e activities we av there was quite fun n interesting lovess it....mayb after ITE i wanna learn tis course...haha very interesting we learn abt how 2 make a story by using video...yupp..whole day was at TP yupp we was dismiss at 12.30pm soooo early right...then after e course go find jie yupp.she n her fren eating lunch i nvr eat bcos quene was quite long lo...then take bus 15 2 white sands then wait 4 mei mei n di di yupp then bought lunch back home n eat bcos no place 2 seat then went 2 supermarket 2 buy ingredients 4 our dinner....yupp bcos no1 go grandma hse 2 take dinner tat y we av 2 cook dinner ourselves lo haha...then now posting lo...haha now let me tok abt some unhappy things tat happen ard me tis few days....
UNHAPPY THINGS TAT HAPPEN TODAY.......
haiish darling feel very sad today av a quarrel with HIM i dun noe how 2 help them.....but anyway cheer up..dun sad still gt amanda here darling.then i oso miss HIM badly i really hope he will give me a chance 2 be with HIM i jus hope so... i jus cant forget HIM.why??when can i be with YOU???miss YOU deeply.....lovess YOU too!!!then ya lan n margaret they 2 quarrel yesterday i really dun noe how 2 help them i really dun noe which side shld i be in...haiish so confused??anyway both of ur pls dun quarrel le we shld give way 2 1 another yupp then our frenship will be better then before..cheer up both of ur..ur both will always be my PRECIOUS n my BEST frens...we shld oso treasure our frenship n cherish them well before we will regret it...yupp then today really feel very left out...i feel tat every1 is lyk so dislike me n avoiding me always...i feel lyk a FOOL in every1 eyes why??am i a FOOL 2 ur???am i such a lousy fren 2 all of ur tat ur av 2 treat me like tis..all my dear fren i have 1 thing 2 tell ur i really SORRY if i av been a LOUSY fren 2 ur im really SORRY....=(wat shld i do even HE is nt there 4 me when i really need his help very urgently n need HIS company urgently too....i need YOU badly....=( SAD...HAIISH...where r YOU y dun u let me suffer tis by myself why??all i can describe myself is tat im so USELESS n im a FAILURE...im jus so SAD every single day...why??where is my really TRUE fren?who shld i TRUST?im nt blaming any1 of ur but sometime tis problems really hurt me deeply n bitterly i dun noe wat shld i do now?i noe i sometime too much but i really SORRY all my dearest frens...SORRY....i really dun noe wat to do???wat shld i really do???feel tat all my frenship with my very BEST buddy r all sooo drifted apart ...really very SAD....dun noe wat to do??CONFUSING???SAD 4 me to say im sure a FAILURE!!!i jus feel tat im nt FIT 2 be any of ur fren or buddy???IM JUS NT FIT....im SORRY if i keep giving ur a black face is bcos i dun wish to make ur upset bcos of me i really SORRY if i make ur SUFFER im really really SORRY....=( IM DYING NOW......
IM REALLY SORRY...all my dearest frens...
