=( here to post again.today is indeed a very sad day for me.i jus have a quarrel with my darling =( i read ur blog entries it really make me hurt.i did understand u i did nt blame for nt being there for me and nt talking to me i understand how u feel.actually i wanted to write a letter to u today de but i feel tat u are already so trouble so i nvr write.im really jus feel like dying.i nvr blame u i jus feel tat since u r sad i shld leave u alone and calm n cool down first but u think tat im blaming u but im nt.i was feeling sad too yesterday jus have a quarrel with my sister accidentally deleted her file then she very angry i talk to her she call me go away.im really sad too i cry and r u there for me?i really hurt by many things.yupp i think u have changed but i did nt mean tat kind of things.i did nt mean tat, is u anyhow think.why?i really very hurt by ur blog entries tat u type.is nt ur fault is my fault for blaming u im jus so USELESS, STUPID, HOPELESS PERSON to everyone im the trouble maker to you.i did nt really wanna hurt u but jus share my sorrows, trouble and problems with u but u think tat i mean tat, then is up to u.i jus hope tis year our friendship is better but it turn out a minderunderstanding.ya i noe u feel sad i understand.i always treat u the best and the precious but it turn out like tis i jus have to say if u think i shld leave u and give up on u then i will do wat u say but i have something to tell u i wanna be ur best buddy forever and be ur sweetie forever i will nvr leave u but if u wan me too i will.i jus have nothing to say le but i jus feel tat if i be with u i will jus add burden tat why i dun wanna trouble u but u think the other way i have no choice im really confused??i jus feel tat how could i wish i was nt exist in tis world. 1 important things to tell u is tat i really have the happiest times with u when even im happy or sad everytime i go out with u is the BEST, PRECIOUS, FUN AND HAPPIEST MOMENTS i have spend with u.really. 1 thing before i end i jus hope we can be best darling again.pls!!!!!!!!!!!sorry i did really mean to hurt u or say u but im jus feeling very hurt now sorry.....dun take it to ur heart....
thks esther and kailing for the company i appreciate it really thks!
thks ming yuan for comforting today will try to solve it de!
sweetie darling jaslin rmb u are the best the precious and the wonderful fren i even spend my times with.cheer up sorry for today! i understand how u feel now............i nvr blame u jus hope our friendship will be better.................
i jus a lousy and bad fren who ever be my fren will always suffer right? sorry ppl.......crying*im jus really sad and confused....wat shld i do?
thks ppl for all of the concern, me and darling is alright now things started to improve le hope everything will be fine soon.yupp we promise each other to start anew and be good to each other lo then i oso hope our friendship will still be the PRECIOUS,CLOSEST AND THE BEST of all.hope darling problems will be fine too cheer up sweetie=)i quite happy now le but im still very sorry darling miss ya=)
It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
