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It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
im sick...
Wednesday, May 30, 2007

ello back to post yupp...tis few days i keeping waking up at like abt 12pm haha so late right...lols..haiish actually suppose to go out eat sakue sushi with my cousin n jie de but for the past few days im really hurt n upset no mood to do anything....anyway im really sorry to my cousin n jie i really sorry make ur cancel tis outing today jus bcos of me...really sorry i really gt no mood n now im jus like so sick gt sore throat gt flu n headache...im really sorry....thks karen cousin for the sms encouragment lovess u...thks i will try n tell u the reply soon...sorry guys really i lian lei ur together with me..really sorry really sorry i now feel more gulity bcos of me ur plan hao hao le then now ruined by me really sorry but i promise when im fine n have the mood to go out i will tell ur asap...sorry mummy,papa,jie jie,mei mei n di di really sorry i really hardly smile i really dun noe wat really happen to amanda le....sorry all my lovess ones im really sorry...im really sick too anyway ok gtg im really sick le throat very dry keep going to get water n drink water...im so pek chek now..ok gtg..maybe will post again soon...haha nthing to post le..but be back later....sorry everyone....thanks mummy for the loving n caring letter i really appreciate it....yupp is my faults i really gt nothing to say all i can say now is sorry mummy n sorry sweetie..........thanks mum lovess u.....hope u will understand how m i feeling now....thks mummy....lovess u forever.....ur the best....i noe i keep crying n keep making u worry im sorry mummy....i will listen to wat u have say to me...thks=)
to sweetie~im really sorry=( can i give u a call now i wanna explain everythings clearly too u...i noe is my faults but can u give me a chance to explain to u....anyway no matters how long i will still be waiting for u n ur call....n i nvr blame u at all....i noe is my faults i apologise to u....SORRY=(
2 more days to my dearest daddy birthday hope everything will be fine by thursday bcos i dun wanna spoil the happy moments for my daddy bcos of me....i hope u will understand....pls.....haiish it have be 3 days since we quarrel when will it be fine....?nvm i will be waiting no matter how long is it or how tough it is or how sad it is i will continue to wait for u n ur precious call........im really sorry...=( im really sorry for hurting u so deeply...now i understand why r u so hurt le...yupp im really sorry..i noe ur problems r more serious tat me but how can i help u? n i really gt loads of things to tell u now can u be a listening ear to me now? i really gt no one to share my problems le only u....im really sorry...i noe u r sad n hurt now.....im really sorry n i noe it really hurt u deeply btw i will be waiting for ur precious call soon......i dun wanna u to spoil ur mood bcos of me..pls stay happy n smile more....n be more hyper ok....promise?? im really sorry for all the wrong deads i have done...sorry sweetie can we patch up soon???really miss talking to u.....SORRY....=( anyway i will continue to pray to god for u n ur family....n even us...cheer up=) lastly forgetten to wish u all the best for ur first day of work n "JIA YO SWEETIE" n all the best for u for the rest of the working day u r going through too...may god watch over u....n protect u always....always pray to god when u have problems tat u r going through..i will pray for u too......i noe u r very stress now i understand u r stress now but how can i help u?? im sorry tat i think negative of u im really sorry i shld have think positive of u.....im really sorry i understand tat u have many problems now but can i help u??? how can i help u??? i really sincerly wanna help u can i?? im really sorry.....no matter how angry u r with me i still sincerly wanna help u pls can i help u??......pls i did nt purposely wanna blame u de is a misunderstanding tat i have done by taking the wrong step n hurt u im really sorry...pls understand me....SORRY...=(
back fr dinner haha today dinner was so late la abt 7 going to 8 plus then eat i so hungry la....anyway i hope sweetie will get well soon..take care sweetie so miss the precious friendship we have together....jus now tok to her..im feeling much better le..dun worry i will give u time to calm down first....sorry anyway im at faults first hope our friendship will be fine soon n we can patch up soon...pls sorry sweetie miss toking to u n going out with u....when will be our next outing together n when will be meeting each other again?? i sooooo miss u n miss everything with u......sorry sweetie hope u r feeling much better now...hope u r doing fine now too.......get well soon...=) will be waiting for ur call n reply...ok shall stop gtg....take care sweetie drink more water whether very hot......yupp=)smile more cheer up more n lastly hyper more pls.....

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