IM DEAD FOREVER!!!=( *CRY=(
to darling:
yupp im really SORRY=( pls FORGIVE me... i noe its my FAULTS on saturday for misunderstanding u n i noe im am abit to rash tat time but i really sorry.. i really dun noe wat can i do then will u forgive me completely? i noe how u feel ya, if i were u i will feel sad too....=( im really SORRY for misunderstanding u...if i were really u im oso sad n hurt now...yupp is my FAULTS... i admitted but can we settle tis problem? i dun wish bcos of me tis friendship with each other will be separated... pls i realised me mistakes le...i noe im really at FAULTS now...but im really hurt too ur words really hurt me alot and even i ignored my family members....wat shld i do now..? i jus hope u will forgive me n dun bcos of me nt hyper anymore...pls..is u who told me to be more hyperactive so tat our friendship will be better n i can make more friends but bcos of tis small matter i create u dun wanna be hyperactive anymore i dun think is worth it...pls i kneel down n apologise to u ok? ok im really sorry i jus wanna our friendship to be better only yupp is my faults for blaming u but last time we wrote letter we say we are best frens for life but so fast we gave up each other le...i really sorry pls, u dun leave or break tis friendship i jus wanna say among all the years i have make a correct decsison to choose u to be my best fren i nvr regretted tat i have u as my fren=) i nvr ever regretted im stating to u the facts ...really i nvr bluff u.... i oso dun wish u to be sad bos of my stupid or wild thinking pls cheer up n smile more darling....=) im nt worth crying for or im nt worth to be sad.....yupp i noe how it feel by my hurting words actually im nt worth forgiving too bcos i nvr ever treat u gd before im jus so bad keep on misunderstanding u.... yupp i really sorry for the hurting words pls forgive me.....can we become best n closest frens again? is tat possible? pls let jus start anew? i promise tis wont happen again..pls..yupp i really sorry i shld nt blame u bcos im sure u wont do tat de i oso trust u r nt tat kind of fren but indeed a wonderful n great fren...yupp i shld learn to forgive n forget more..=) yupp im the one who shld nt be thinking too much n anyhow imagine..sorry i understand n get wat u mean le yupp i shld nt be thinking abt the things tat r nt true n hurt myself n ever hurt u n even blame u n add troubles to u when i dun noe whether its true or nt yupp i really sorry i realised my mistakes le will u ever give me a chance to explain wat really happen n give me a chance to treat u better n be a good fren to u n stop blaming u....pls...im really wrong of u....sorry=) if u forgive me i have a request can u be hyper like before n happy like before pls......dun bcos of me u nt hyper n happy anymore....pls shld be me nt hyper n happy anymore nt u...pls stopping hurting urself bcos of me..pls..... yupp is i started it so its my faults n so i shld end tis problems by apologising to u..SORRY=)pls... as wat they say bitter to sweet tat mean it take times to get our friendship sweet but i wont blame u i understand u have many problems now but i will be always waiting for our friendship to be the sweetest even its very long or tough or forever i will nvr ever give up nor leave tis friendship.....as they oso say ppls in life are full of up n down so i hope we shld oso learn to forgive n forget.....yupp i really admitted now is all my wild thinking tat hurt u im really sorry.=) pls smile more.... n i will nvr ever foget the happiest moments we spent together ya btw all the times i spent with u r always the happiest n the most wonderful in the world for me...yupp tat all i have to say but before i sign out tis is for u IM REALLY SORRY WILL U GIVE ME CHANCE TO EXPLAIN TO U?? SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY=( im really very sorry tat i blame u i now noe le i have taken the wrong step by pushing all the blame on u im really sorry i shld think before i blame or say u im really sorry......can u pls forgive me im really sorry....im really very sad n hurt but its nt ur faults is mine sorry....sory sorry.....im really very sorry.......sorry precious darling......miss all the happiest moments=( can we jus start anew??? is tat possible???
lovess
amanda=(
