hehe hi here posting entries again.haha today gt enrolment combine with BB secondary, BB primary and GB primary. today almost late for enrolment because 2day woke up at abt 7am and the enrolment thingy started at 7.30an for GB sec but i was nt late and i was nt the only 1 late there were still many ppl late.actually was nt late.haha lols.the real thing start at abt 8-8.30am ya.then phototaking then when up 2 the sch hall for the service.i was sooo tired until almost slept but luckily did nt then the whole enrolment thingy end then gt lunch fellowship at the canteen.only eat alittle bit.but the enrolment was fun and great.ya 2day i was feeling sad and happy.dun noe why sad but happy because i help a old lady cross the road was sooo happy tat i can help her.then later aunt wan to go vivo city ask me and my young sis wan to go marx then later when back to grandma hse because my aunt was there then later i think actually i still gt chinese spelling and cme powerpt to do so rush home and brought lunch.then now rushing to do cme project.then later learn chinese spelling.ya.feelin sad everyday why???wanted 2 go 2 vivo but gt homework.halish.sian.y m i so sad everyday can anyone tell me..?why?why is my mood getting worse instead of better and why my mood soooo down every single day?thks jaslin for helping me edit the blog.thks.thks jaslin's sis for the cheering up too.haha.thks the 2 sisters=)
halish now very sad...pek chek..feeling lousy...jus wanted to talk to "him" he like keep avoiding me when ever im online...why?am i such a lousy fren tat noboby care how i feel or no one care abt me n nobody wan to talk to me?why?jaslin told me to be hyper how can i be hyper jus like a failure nvr success?wat has really happen to amanda?why?how can i be a prefect gurl?jus now i feel like bursting out in tears how?sad de?how to be happy always?thks jaslin for the cheering up msg.sooo touching..
It's a damn cold night,
tryin' to figure out this life.
