today went out with jaslin,ya lan,edmund and guo rong to eat jaslin' daddy carrot cake n her daddy treat us 3 plates of carrot cake.after eating we when to ang mo kio hub a new shopping mall.went there to look ard n keep bullying edmund bcos he bully me first haha.lols ya then went home at abt 1+pm.then i reach home at abt 2pm then brought a braclet for my dearest lovely and wonderful mother for mother's day then went home.ate instant noodle for lunch so sad.haiish nvm but i was full after eating the instant noodle.ya then now posting lo.then going to start studying le.ya gtg le will try to post asap if can.see ya guys real soon take care exam coming study hard darling frens of mine!!
Thanks jaslin's daddy for the yummy and delicious carrot cake. Thanks for the treat too. and we really have a wonderful time there today haha miss tis kind of fun time.....really hope to go out again with u all again.haha.
really sad n pek chek abt friendship and studies haiish.sigh.where can i find my TRUE,TRUSTABLE,CARING,THOUGHTFUL,UNDERTSANDING.FREINDLY n GOOD fren tat always be there 4 me.really very annoy with tis matter.haiish where?did i did anything wrong tat ur mus treat me lyk tis?can anyone tell me? really hurt and confused?sad sad dun noe wat can i do really tired with tis kind of problems why always happen to me de.haiish.better nt say le later i more annoy and sad.ok la take good care darling frens see ya.really feel very lousy now =(
haiish...................anyone can u tell me why lyk tis de?
yesterday was normal in sch playing captain ball and learn to be more hyper active in this kind of game! yesterday was quite happy and really enjoy it sooooo much! thks fren for the cheering up thks.yesterday waited for ms wong for the interview paper wait fr 11.30am till 4pm.then ms wong fetch us home was soooo scare.haha.thks ms wong for driving us home thks.ya today posting in sch haha today sch was normal.can i ask u guys why when i treat all my good fren sooo good in the end it turn out sooo bad? why really sad with this problem? why? i dun noe whether shld i trust ur anymore?(not refering to all of ur)why? always say there for me in the end like soccer ball kick here and there like using me?im also a human being gt feeling de.i really jus mad with tis problem?why?jus cant understand why all my true fren turn into like a normal fren? why can anyone tell me?feel soooo left out?why? some time really dun understand why? shld i still trust ur? jus keeping thinking of this problems. why? jus wan someone to tell me the real answer? why?haiish really pek chek!!! today really pek chek with the 2 maths paper mr lian give us 1 yesterday wan. really dun undertsand anything so pek chek almost every questions also ask him. but he has the patient to teach me and told me to be patient and slowly recap wat i have learn. thks mr lian.
jaslin take care of ur health before exam come.mus take care de!!! all my darling frens take care and study for the exam coming up!!haha see ur real soon! take care all my darling frens exam drawing closely le so take care of ur health too dun fall sick and drink lots of water if there is a real need.haha anyway jus drink lots of water now a day alots of ppl fall sick so mus take care of urself. see ya all real soon!!!lols=)
posting time in sch ya sch and lession was normal.but was feeling sad today.sry jaslin if i was down on ur bday but all i hope is tat u will cheer up dun because of me. any way see ya all real soon.haha lols take care too.thks all my frens for being there 4 when i was crying nad in a bad mood.and thks mr lian for the kind and caring cheering up and comforting words=)thks really treasure everything tat ur did for me thks soooooo much.haha jaslin darling was back i sch today. tat great 4 her i sooo glad tat she feel much better.ya gt her company again le wont feel lonely la.haha lols=)take care jaslin of ur health nt yet fully recover dun anyhow eat and dun think of eating oil food arh.haha evil laugh dun worry u ok le i treat u eat a meal.haha lols=)
thks mr lian for the meaniningful words i will rmb it and i will oso use it when i face tis kind of problems in future ya thks soooooo much.really appreciate the kind and caring remarks tat u have say to me.ya thks.it was really meaningful indeed.haha lols=) i undersatnd le maybe because i was lack of patient and to soft-hearted and get easily upset by some small matter but dun worry will try to improve tis problems.haha.need ur frens help.haha=)
thks esther for for the kind and caring msg.will promise ur guys tmr will be happy de.thks soooo much for always being there 4 me when im sad or down ya see ya all real soon.haha
thks all my fren who was there 4 me every single day and even today thank you!!!love ya all sooooo much!=)my love for u all will be forever everlasting!!!take good care all my dearest fren.oso will always be there for all of my dearest frens!
happy sweet 17th birthday to darling jaslin!
may all ur dreams come true.
take care of u!!
hope u enjoy urself today!
hope u like the present tat i bought for u too!!haha=)lols!
thks 4 being there 4 me!
posting time.haha ya today sch and lesson was normal for me but darling jaslin nvr come so lonely and feel weird.halish.nvm it ok today was a great day too got company fr ya lan,margaret and ming yan.thks for accmpanying me.today get bully by kai ping alot of time haha.lols she step on my white new sch shoes.haha so pek chek anyway did have fun ya.then after sch went to interview ms wong for the logbook thingy.haha at abt 2.30pm ya.then interview until 3.30pm-4pm ya.then rush to bugis with ya lan accompany her to buy jaslin's birthday present ya.then rush back to aljunied.then went to ya lan's hse to put the present then went down to walk walk to wait for vincent and went to buy something for jaslin.ya then vincent did nt call and we call him his mum say he nt back yet so we bought a cake for jaslin but she cant eat anyway nvm wait till she is fully recover i will try to buy whatever she wan to eat.haha lols.ya then accompany jaslin go down to mac to take something fr her daddie ian ya then rush back to grandma hse and then rush home to do hmwk and all the project because nd to submit by end of tis week.so pek chek exam coming still got so many project to do halish......anyway take care all my frens.......see ya all real soon.haha lols.sian have nt really started studying but will surely studying tmr.ya sry guys if those who are viewing my blog and reading my entries im sry maybe the next few day and next two wks i will nt be posting becaue need 2 prepare for mid-year exam but will try 2 post if im free if nt then after mid-year exam then post lo..haha see ya guys...study hard work hard and give ur very best always there to help and support ur guys not matter wat..haha lols=)
happy birthday to hz!!!!
may all ur dreams come true!!!!
take care too!!!!!
hehe here to post again...ya today sch was normal.keep yawning in class and during lesson.and today was a sad and lousy day for me oso dun noe why everytime like tis de.ya then eat lunch in sch once we are dimiss.wahaha.ya then when home raining heavy.whole body was wet even my sch shoes n socks haha=)lols
*darling jaslin cheer up dun sad la tis may nt be the sympton of diabetes dun think too much.i 100% sure its nt.ya cheer up gurl things will soon be fine..no matter wad amanda darling will always be there 4 u.yo gurl cheer up.mus see doctor.see wat the doctor say ok..cheer up.i wan to see the happy side of jaslin nt the sad side.gurl.really feel sad for u when u r always suffering.really fel like crying too when i c u cry.sorry for being such a lousy fren to u.sry i dun noe how to cheer u up so hope tis msg will be very touching for u.....and hope u will cheer up too.u told my dad tat then u oso mus stay strong no matter wat result it is and i will always be there by ur side,facing problem with u and supporting u no mater wat gurl...jia yo rmb im always there 4 u...=)sry gurl cant help u much really sorry.
*2 more days to darling jaslin's birthday!!!wahahaha
mus be happy worx!!!!=)
hehe hi here posting entries again.haha today gt enrolment combine with BB secondary, BB primary and GB primary. today almost late for enrolment because 2day woke up at abt 7am and the enrolment thingy started at 7.30an for GB sec but i was nt late and i was nt the only 1 late there were still many ppl late.actually was nt late.haha lols.the real thing start at abt 8-8.30am ya.then phototaking then when up 2 the sch hall for the service.i was sooo tired until almost slept but luckily did nt then the whole enrolment thingy end then gt lunch fellowship at the canteen.only eat alittle bit.but the enrolment was fun and great.ya 2day i was feeling sad and happy.dun noe why sad but happy because i help a old lady cross the road was sooo happy tat i can help her.then later aunt wan to go vivo city ask me and my young sis wan to go marx then later when back to grandma hse because my aunt was there then later i think actually i still gt chinese spelling and cme powerpt to do so rush home and brought lunch.then now rushing to do cme project.then later learn chinese spelling.ya.feelin sad everyday why???wanted 2 go 2 vivo but gt homework.halish.sian.y m i so sad everyday can anyone tell me..?why?why is my mood getting worse instead of better and why my mood soooo down every single day?thks jaslin for helping me edit the blog.thks.thks jaslin's sis for the cheering up too.haha.thks the 2 sisters=)halish now very sad...pek chek..feeling lousy...jus wanted to talk to "him" he like keep avoiding me when ever im online...why?am i such a lousy fren tat noboby care how i feel or no one care abt me n nobody wan to talk to me?why?jaslin told me to be hyper how can i be hyper jus like a failure nvr success?wat has really happen to amanda?why?how can i be a prefect gurl?jus now i feel like bursting out in tears how?sad de?how to be happy always?thks jaslin for the cheering up msg.sooo touching..
hehe here to post again.yesterday went to jaslin's birthday celebration was not quite happy.we went to taka seoul garden at abt 5pm+ then the sudenttime to eat the buffet over le so have to eat the adult wan.halish.it cost us each 25bucks.wat a expensive meal.the service,food and attitdue there very lousy.dun think will ever go there again.then we only order two drinks then the staff there keep staring at our table and at last 1 of the staff saw us sharing drinks they told us.hate their attitdue and service.actually is nt all the staff but mostly are all.haha lol.then later went far east shopping mall saw esther then later walk ard the shopping mall then go home.i reach home abt 10.30pm.the dinner was so lousy spoil all our mood there.halish.then today wake up at abt 11am the eat breakfast then do eoa hmwk then pack my sis and my clothes waredore then my con get back becuse spoil then faix la then rush to do cme project lo gtg do my cme project la see ya gurls...=)take care all my frens...=)
hehe hey now at sch using com during cme period because need to do cme project.ya sch was normal today for me.but was feeling sad today dun ne why?later going to jaslin birthday celecbration hope all of us who is going will be happy and enjoy it especially to jaslin(advanced birthday gurl).mus promise to stay happy dun becuse of me.sry all my fren if i make ur feel sad becuse of me.jus now sad thks jaslin and yuan ting for cheering me up.thks soooo much.hehe lols ok got to stop here need to improve the cme ppt le see ya soon, frens thks for being there 4 me.today ming yuan nvr come sch feel so weird cant share my sorrows with her.but anyway take care of your health see ya on monday....
5days to jaslin darling birthday!!! mus be happy arh. promise me pls..
hehe hey again here 2 post the ending of today blog entrie..to my dearest darling mei mei and di di so sry use the com until so long until ur cant use so sry.really sry i promise everyone suppose to use 4 1hr only but i use more then tat so sry ur muz understand i need to do my ppt slide for cme.really sry but next time i will promise nt break my promise again will try hehe lols=)(promise is alawys a promise).it really make me very sad n feeling like crying when ur argu with me n show me a black face.anyway really so so so sry.pls forgive me for all my mistakes and wrong deeds as a sister to your.so sry too nvr did my best as a good sis but indeed is a lousy sis.can ur pls tell me honestly why everything oso my fault and everything oso blame me and how can i change to a better sis and prefect sis???anyway no mater wat whether ur r angry or mad at me i will always cherish our relationship as slibing super extremely well no matter wat....mus always rmb tat..love for ur will be forever everlasting...=)
hehe back here posting my blog entries again.hehe today sch was normal.pe was fun play the hunter,fire n earthquake game then after tat game we play the rat and rabbit game so fun and funny.after tat maths lesson recap last year maths chapter.haha lol.then do 1 ws then go recess.ate nasi lemak for recess then went back to class,after recess gt another maths period do the graph ws so funny. then jaslin and yuan ting was arguing whetherthe whole graph is use half of the pare or the whole paper.then yuan ting draw only half i keep lauging non stop.hehe.whole priod almaot laughing nt stop.because the graph paper the line too dark cant c the line we draw so every1 darken the line and compart whose is the dark.among me,jaslin and yuan ting, yuanting graph is the darker fr fast oso can c then follow by jaslin then me.jaslin cheated by using black marker.hehe lol.then we keep on laughing nt stop then mr lian bully me and jaslin.hehe lol.then jiu go home then meet jaslin and yuan ting at jaslin's hse to do cme project on marriage and parenthood.do until 5+pm nt done yet then at 8pm rushing to complete it so that tmr we can present it. so pek chek and stress.jus dun noe why so sad when on my way home.insch i feel tat im so useless, hopeless and oso feel that life is soooo meaningless, worthless and miserable tooo me why?everytime feeling left y always tis kind of feeling?canany1 tell me so sad every single day...=(why?everytime sad will think of doing dangerous things and silly things? why?wat really happen to amanda have she compeletely change?why wat really happen to me?
to jaslin and jaslin's sis: cheer darlings im sur everythings will be fine soon sry if i was nt there 4 ur sry cant really cheer ur up=)no matter wat amanda will always be there for all my DARLINGS!!jia yo gurl=)smile ur will look prettier=)hehe lols im reslly serious....pls i pls your pls smile.jaslin dun feel lousy if u r lousy then im worst....anyway stay happy pls...darlings or else i oso will sad de...sry jaslin jus now busy cant pei u so sry anyway smile gurl....take care tooo...you and ur sisi are 2 sweetest darling to me....
ming yuan you to take care of ur health now aday weather getting hot each day so drink lot of water dun think to much...sleep early too..
hey here to post my first blog entrie. haha=) today sch was normal but was feling sad and down today=( dun noe y tis few day so sad and down=( sorry all my frens if i cant cheer your up, really sorry. tis few day, almost everyday so tired dun noe y. come back from sch eat lunch then rest 4 a while jiu sleep le until 5pm hehe=) then nvr study anything but i will sure study soon. ya did my maths after my dinner. haha=) thks jaslin for the concern today so if i keep blaming you sorry. anyway hope u will stay happy every single moments. any way happy birthday to jaslin's daddie.
